before i started going here i was actually somewhat confident in my looks. i knew i wasnt a perfect twink or femboy and certainly never a woman but i felt at least okay with myself. then i started going here and now i see myself as a hon and think of myself as a gigahon. its ruining my life, everyday i just lament what i dont have and probably wouldve never had and whenever i see anyone even slightly more effeminate than me whos talking about how horrible they look i start to lose it. the worst part is i can never go back to liking myself ever because then it would just be honfidence and being delusional. i know people will say just accept being ugly but im not even ugly, im just a bit too masculine to ever be the twinkhon i wanna be. this sucks so much.
Well for me it's that I can't really call myself a boy-anything when I'm 32 years old. Regardless of what I look like, people definitely see a male and by boyhood is over.
>>44219315oh yeah i dont wanna call myself boy-anything, thats juvenile. i just wish i didnt look so mannish and i wish i was living somewhat in ignorance before using this board.
