>take HRT for two fucking days>lose my personality and want to die.I've become allergic to this shit it's insane. I'm just gonna be an old unc whatever no more HRT.
>>44220313What actually changed? Was it all in your head?
>>44220333The closest I can come to some truth is that from ages 18 to late 20s your identity even biologically is more fluid. Specially from 30s on you are fixed into a specific gender neurologically, and so HRT becomes some kind of neurotoxin with immediate negative effects. Thats how it feels I guess.
>>44220313>lose my personalityJew for my libido and agp got nuked which was 99% of my personality
>>44220367I can't talk to people and wanna cry all day. Day 1 or 2 of high dosage HRT and I get those effects.
>>44220367you don't feel desire to be a girl on estrogen? wtf...when i took it it just reinforced my agp, i feel more like a woman and my brain goes "yes, this helps what we're trying to do" you didn't seriously only dress up / be fascinated with women's things while horny right?
>>44220313i felt the opposite as a giga late shit brick ngmi agp mef boomerrapehon, but its mental effects were immediately noticeable and nice. i don't cry all the time since swapping to mono but even that wasn't a bad thing, it was nice to feel something
>>44220313Niga two days of HRT doesn't do shit. Your levels wouldn't have even moved. You're hallucinating.
>>44220313I’ve been on it for 3 years and still waiting to feel something
