i take hrt but im still a man essentially because i let tanner stage 4 happen to me and now im just an irreversibly raped gorillahon, no matter how well i pass i will never have a womb nor be able to give birth to my children and i find that a hell in its own sense why the fuck did god make me a retarded tranny. everytime i even fucking speak it is undeniably male i am undeniably fucking male the more "female" i become the more obvious it is that i didnt realize my indecision was a decision in itself that fucking raped my body and turned me into a gigarape moid>inb4 you did this to yourselffuck you die
