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koffa

Is this MEF? What is going on (...) 07/15/26(Wed)20:42:40 No.44220626

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Is this MEF? What is going on with me koffa 07/15/26(Wed)20:42:40 No.44220626 Archived

>be me, 19 yr old semi-luckshit
>defending the position of trans women being women for years, considering I am technically one myself
>began to really question it from a biological perspective
>now see myself as this weird faggotgender thing with tits
>just so happen to be female(trans women are obv males duh)
>uber-androphile
>begin to wonder if this had anything to do with my transition
>low-mild bottom dysphoria; rather high dysphoria generally pre hrt
>get involuntary disgust response from seeing masc gays tg
>realize im not much better than them
>think about getting railed a lot and failed male esque stuff
>dont know what to make of this

Anonymous
07/15/26(Wed)20:45:36 No.44220640

Anonymous 07/15/26(Wed)20:45:36 No.44220640

>>44220626
The diagnosis is that you need a boyfriend/husband, so you can live out those fantasies. Turn them into reality

Anonymous
07/15/26(Wed)20:45:51 No.44220642

Anonymous 07/15/26(Wed)20:45:51 No.44220642

>>44220626
wait are you male or female what are you saying

koffa
07/15/26(Wed)20:47:21 No.44220647

koffa 07/15/26(Wed)20:47:21 No.44220647

>>44220642
im mtf
so a male

>>44220640
probably
sometimes i wonder if im just a gay boy who took it too far

Anonymous
07/15/26(Wed)20:54:45 No.44220673

Anonymous 07/15/26(Wed)20:54:45 No.44220673

Low bottom dysphoria doesnt make you a man or fake trans. I used to have awful bottom dysphoria and grew out of it
I'd rather have a tiny atrophied useless penis than a science experiment between my legs. I find cis vaginas gross enough.
t. 16 yrs hrt n married to a cis man

Anonymous
07/15/26(Wed)21:30:29 No.44220883

Anonymous 07/15/26(Wed)21:30:29 No.44220883

>>44220673
>married
>15 years hrt
Why are you here

Anonymous
07/15/26(Wed)21:33:44 No.44220907

Anonymous 07/15/26(Wed)21:33:44 No.44220907

>>44220883
Uhh. Good question. I started browsing again (I was here when the board was first created) a couple days ago out of boredom.

Anonymous
07/15/26(Wed)21:41:08 No.44220951

Anonymous 07/15/26(Wed)21:41:08 No.44220951

>>44220626
being a fem gay boy/nonbinary on hrt is pretty cool just find a boyfriend

>>44220673
I had bottom dysphoria a lot when I tried to present as a full woman but then realized trying to be a woman was causing me more dysphoria than just enjoying being an androgynous in between thing... most days I don't think about what's down there and gay sex is pretty cool to me, I think it would just be uncomfortable to be with a woman or afab person again cuz it was just feel straight and icky
I'm bi but still just my preference after getting used to things post transition