>6'2 chadlite>troon out>on HRT for a few years>haven't malefailed>lost a good amount of weight, now pretty skinny and relatively attractive as a manI'm feeling defeated now, since my transition obviously failed. I knew it wasn't going to work out, but I still tried. I can't really think of a reason not to kill myself, except that I still haven't had FFS.I don't even look androgynous, just weird. You mix heavily masculinized facial features with estrogen and it just looks weird. Add to that the fact that I wear SPF 100 every time I go outside, so I'm very pale and I just look like a ghost.I'm still very hairy if I don't shave my arms, my hands, my legs.I still can't believe that I let myself turn into a man.
lean into being an hrt femboy. totally not joking.it just is what it is. for some it just doesn't work to do a full binary transition.t. hrt femboy, fag
same >>44224167also this
>>44224167>>44224176Does it even work? I mean it's basically what I do, because nobody knows I'm taking estrogen, but if someone found out I would just tell them I'm taking it for my hair, aesthetic reasons or something like that. Admitting to someone else that actually your transition just failed is just too hard and sad, too.
>>44224221>Does it even work?Depends on what you mean by work.I'm a bottomfag/boiwife for the man I love, I get to be a flamer in public and I look younger than the guys my age.I wish I could be a woman. I'm MEF too. But it just won't happen. So best I can do is being the nicest softest femfag I can be. At best I will be confused with a pooner relatively soon (on an srs waitlist).At least I will age out slightly better/less brutally and... that's it. Not everyone gets everything she wants in life.
>>44224031Move to a city in a blue or purple state and enjoy your bohemian hon life as best you can
>>44224250Does your boyfriend not find it weird you're getting SRS? Is he bisexual?I don't like the feeling of failing my transition and just having to cope with being a 'feminine' gay man.
>>44224031>should I end itnahwhat's picrel?
>>44224347Why not?
>>44224362it'd be cringe
>>44224303>Does your boyfriend not find it weird you're getting SRS?No. He knew I'm a tranny at heart from the moment we met. We've been together for 7 years now.In fact he is also looking forward to it because anal prep is really a chore. And he knows how much I want it.>Is he bisexual?In a certain way, we both are, lol.Over the years we've become life partners, not just lovers. Labels are far less important atp.>I don't like the feeling of failing my transition and just having to cope with being a 'feminine' gay manI don't like it either. But I've made peace with it. You should too. There's more to life than being the perfect passoid tranny.Most of life isn't even that gendered. It's work, home, groceries, errands, and more work.
>>44224418I still don't see why I shouldn't kill myself. Not doing it is basically giving up.
>>44224031Step one: get ffsStep two: bbl and lipo 360Step 4: ba
>>44224995ba SUCKS
>>44224995need money :(
i had this situation and it did get easier with ffs, not perfect im still visibly trans but facial read immediately and obviously shifted most interactions with people, like within a week of the surgery. probably best thing you could do to feel like youre getting somewhere
>>44225263Yeah I'm basically just waiting for FFS right now, but I have no money and I will have to wait for years to get it.
>>44225304blue state x insurance is the easy path, but i get that totally upending your existence for plastic surgery isnt an easy option. Going to argentina, thailand etc might legit be a better option.
>>44224031we are exactly the same person lmao >but if someone found out I would just tell them I'm taking it for my hair, aesthetic reasons or something like that.there truly are no original experiences anymore. where you from anon are you american
>>44224995>picrel who
>>44224031>I'm still very hairy if I don't shave my arms, my hands, my legs.did you take pictures? did it really do nothing?what about laser thats way cheaper than ffs
