>>44224034
Just enjoy it for the reasons that you got into it. Accept that this is your life now, you made it to the punchline and everyone is amused now. Aren’t you proud of yourself?

Lean in. Your bf loves you and at some level you clearly enjoy it.
Why does it even matter what the initial reasons were?
Lean into mef to enjoy your new reality more.
t. rooned for the fetish

>>44224045
No I hate myself for not being g trutrans
>>44224052
I’m not mef Im agp

>>44224034
You have a boyfriend who likes you. That's not a joke.

>>44224078
Do you like the changes hrt has made to your body?

>>44224078
MEF is a form of agp expression. And can be consciously acquired too.
Stop hating yourself, nona. Life is too short to spend a huge portion of it hating yourself instead of enjoying it.

>>44224078
Owch if you’re a true jeep that may not work. How meta attracted are you? Do you love your boyfriend outside of him making you feel like a woman, and love him as a man not just a friend?

>>44224034
if youre not drowning in reverse dysphoria theres literally no reason to detroon. who cares if its for a fetish or a joke, no one needs to know that but you lol. and it doesn't matter anyway, people do things for all kinds of reasons or maybe no reason and then rationalize it afterward. theres no need to beat yourself up about something that negatively affects absolutely no one
that is if you did actually do it just for the fetish. which i heavily suspect you didnt

>>44224078
mef is a subtype of agp dumb dumb

>>44224078
if being a girl makes you feel good then feel good, worrying about whether or not you're doing it for the right reasons is retarded.

>>44224236
>who cares if its for a fetish or a joke, no one needs to know that but you lol
nta but I married my tranny wife because she trooned for a fetish. it's now our little secret.
sometimes it's good for the partner/lover to know.

>>44224078
>No I hate myself for not being g trutrans
That’s stupid, you’re stupid.
You are trutrans with imposter syndrome. If you weren’t trutrans then you would feel physically grosser about your transitioned body, not socially grosser

>>44224102
He is bi so he doesn’t see me as a real woman
Yeah I don’t see much changes eveb after years but it’s nice I think. I feel like going bald and having gross skin would be worse than this. Idk it’s so subtle and I still have dysmorphia over being fat abd ugly so I’m not sure. My bf likes them ig.

>>44224106
I just wish I was trutrans at least
Being a real man…nah that’s impossible since Im a freak. Too much effort? Not aligned with my life rn. So the other option is being trutrans but nope either.
I’m in limbo xd

>>44224415
>Being a real man…nah that’s impossible
That's mef. Embrace it and roll with it.

>>44224290
That makes sense. It’s just tough to differentiate
I still don’t feel trutrans desu
Some form of agp yeah.

>>44224423
No I don’t want to
I’ll retro on instead of doing this. Fuck this fucked shit
Fuck everything

>>44224108
We are just friends with benefits I call him my bf for ease of speech. It’s mutual understanding tgat we care for each other but we are just friends fucking around
I do think I could live with him forever but i don’t think that’s gonna happen. It’s not love anyway.

>>44224240
Suicide is a subtype of trooning out too
Transition into a corpse etc etc xdd

>>44224236
It was always a transformation/feminization/lesbian fetish. Something like that. I don’t remember anymore.

I should kms for being mef
How disgusting

>>44224457
Mef can be trutrans if you’re straight. Straight trans = trutrans!!!

>>44224461
I’m Bi too
It’s over

>>44224433
>trooned for the fetish >>44224453
>ends up liking it
>actually has a bf
>somehow thinks something's wrong
Nona, please, stop hating yourself.
>>44224468
I was bi. Now I'm post op and monogamous to my bf.

>>44224482
Mef is wrong
Agp is wrong
These are my true opinions
I hate it yes.
I wish I was trutrans and asexual
Being sexual is male-coded af
My bf will find someone else anyway cause he will want a family
I’m ugly a tasteless and boring. I just attached myself to him cause he is the only man in my life. But I’m also a man
A disgusting freak
Suicude

>>44224500
>only men are sexual beings
what a cancerous mentality

>>44224507
It truly but in the way of disgusting raping predators yes

>>44224106
MEF is AGAMP/Ukemoding, not AGP imo

>>44224034
Trenders like you need to be forcefully detransitioned and save you the dilemma

>>44224533
>MEF is AGAMP
definitely not. Show me a mefy that doesn't eventually get SRS
>MEF is Ukemoding
up to a point, yes, ig
i mean i'm 7 years post op so i'm permaukemoding lol

Can we agree that MEF is a fetish that can be had by AGPs, HSTSs, or AGAMPs and presents slightly differently in each?

>>44224614
MEF is about being a "failed male" rather than a woman. That's spiritually AGAMP.

>>44224660
For me mef is a cope because I know IWNBAW, so being a failed male is the best I can ever be and was probably my only option from the start.

>>44224668
To elaborate, I guess it’s a way of finding joy in what I am (a tranny) rather than just being sad and disappointed I’m not an actual woman. Since I never can be a real woman, why not lean into the fun parts of being a troon like getting bullied for being a stupid faggot. At least there are tiny little benefits to being a tranny that way.

>>44224668
Same tbhon but that doesn't make it not AGAMP to me.

Like, I've had to re-embrace masculine elements because trying to force femininity in some places is just impossible. If I can be happier moving to AGAMP then maybe it's the path forward.

I’m not mef

>>44224660
>That's spiritually AGAMP.
Sounds like brainworm to me. I am not a woman with a penis and never wanted that. I'm a failed male who had ffs, srs, rib remodeling and is submissive to a man.
>>44224677
>being bullied for being a stupid faggot
a stupid failed fag who needs to be used by a real man
ftfy

>>44225021
But do you get off on the idea of being a "failed male" rather than a woman?

>>44225045
Both, tbhon.
Depends on what we are doing and our mood.