Anonymous
my future 07/16/26(Thu)11:42:10 No.44224983

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my future Anonymous 07/16/26(Thu)11:42:10 No.44224983

> its 2036
> in my mid 30s
> still alive (somehow, unfortunately)
> presumably balding and with man face
> probably 90kg+ again
> male fat distribution, rough skin
> maybe still with gyno or maybe i got it removed

> open up that folder on my pc
> brush past those egg memes and pro-con lists dated to my late teens
> get to the backup of my phone from 10 years ago

> 1000+ pics
> lots of mirror selfies
> kinda pretty girl
> obviously clocky, but still pretty
> lots of topless pictures

> she looks happy
> she looks like she likes what she looks like
> a lot of posing to make her chest and waist look better
> her skin looks so much softer than mine
> sometimes shes hugging herself in the pictures
> sometimes shes crying in them, because shes happy
> occasionally just a selfie picture where her face looks particularly feminine

> become sad

> sad that the pictures are only an illusion
> sad that despite how happy she looks in them, she was also constnatly scared she would regret it
> sad that she let the fear overwhelm her
> sad that she had to become me
> sad that she wasnt able to push through and become someone else
> someone prettier and confident
> someone who isnt male
> someone who isnt me

> i could have been pretty
> maybe even happy
> why did i do this to myself

> proceed to cry probably

Dont mind me i just feel atrocious about life, hormones and existence in general so im greentexting a potential bad future outcome for fun. I wish i didnt have to be me.