*beep*

i want to detrans theres no point in being a man at 5'2 especially not since i cant make up for it with muscle because i literally have a genetic disorder that makes it harder to gain muscle on top of that being a transfeminist would probably be more impactful if i was a detrans cis woman i could use that privilege to benefit the one group that saw me for me even if im giving it up

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That’s depressing anon, I hope you make it somehow. I don’t know what your condition is but please see if there’s something you could do to still bulk up, it sounds like it would make you a lot happier.

you've been all my heart has desired since the moment we met, but you can do so much better than me and honestly deserve so much better than me. you're so perfect and kind and you could easily find yourself a real girl and live a happy and normal life. i have no idea why you're attracted to the freakish mess i am, but i have no idea what i would do if things fell apart between us. im thinking about you a lot these days

>>44226952
there are ways but its mainly that even if there are its gonna be a tooth and nail fight i have nf1 so i fatigue easier and have lower bone density on top of not being able to build muscle as well and my drs arent giving me the medical care to the extent i need it so its just alot more than im mentally cut out for my gf atleast thinks im cute as a girl so ill be okay even if i cant be as happy as i wouldve been a man but thank you for your concern it means something

I really really want to suck on my best friend's cock, I will take this secret to the grave.

bump

niggers are black

anyway

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i want to be loved

I like you a lot, and I can see you have strong feelings for me as well, but those feelings will go away if I tell you I am trans. It would just be awkward for both of us. I can see how it would be with the kind of people you're around.

I wish I had told you on the day we met, so we would never have had this attraction towards each other. Maybe you wouldn't care, and we could still be friends.

I don't push you away because I don't feel the same; you have a place in my heart and always will. I push you away because if I don't, it will hurt you, and if you really care about someone, you never want them to be hurt.

Painful to write this all out.

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>>44225467
clark from the backrooms is hot as fuck and made me realize im probably bisexual

Im sorry for everything. I know you love and care about me deeply, and so do I. I wish you could understand and love me for who I am becoming, but I know that I'll be your enemy the day you find out. I tried to accept how I was suppose to be, but I wasn't strong enough. Maybe someday there will be a cure for this awful disease, but as of now, I know I can't survive without doing this. Honestly, I have been so scared and lonely ever since I discovered myself - I wish you could at least tolerate me so I could share everything that I've experienced so far. My happiness, excitement, pain, and fears. I honestly hope you never find out, and I know it will hurt you a lot when you do. I'm sorry for being so selfish.

I'm going to go cry

theres an agamp afab enby who really wanted to be a tranny i was friends with. they were the only person i knew who had my kind of avoidant personality and similar circumstances to me. i would have loved them. but would they really have loved me? doesn't matter anyway. i was too scared, and i'll probably never see them again, different colleges.

I don't think I can do this without you. please, let's meet again soon

it feels weird being friends again after learning to let go. deep down i feel like i made an unhealthy choice, but i feel okay i think.

I dreamt of what a life with you would’ve been like if things had been different.