>>44225515
Why else would a cis woman want a weird tranny? Most female chasers view trannies as weird men that they can humiliate and wield power over. Some view them as safe dick (the ones that want PIV typically just want a guy but not the big scary type).

>>44225533
If that's the case why dont they chase other cis women who are even weaker than trans women

>>44225536
dick

>>44225543
No it's because cis women have social power which trans women lack. No one is coming to protect abused trans women, not family or police or anyone

>>44225515
I wouldn't personally call myself a chaser, because that has certain connotations that i disagree with. but i do tend to play with trans girls more than cis girls, probably for a number of reasons. for one, masochism seems to be more common in trans women. I have my theories as to why. trans women suffer immensely all of the time, and being physically tortured and then experiencing relief after it's over provides catharsis; a singular journey through a pain that ends rather than one which lingers perpetually or even deepens with time, and so it has a sort of resolving effect psychologically. beyond that, trans girls often have a lot of shame and self hatred, and so to work through those feelings with a partner to guide her can help. as for my own sadism, I can't speak to why I'm like this. i was mildly abused in my youth maybe, but nothing severe. I've just always found pain and suffering to be fascinating and thrilling, especially crying. i have always had trouble crying or really feeling certain emotions at all. there's an emptiness in me to an extent which I've never been able to make whole. but it's music to my ears to hear a cute girl sobbing, begging, whining, choking... and my favorite part is the aftercare, when she knows that all of her suffering is over, and only because I've chosen to end it, and that I have all the power to continue her pain if I want to but that I'm choosing not to, and she clings to me and I can whisper and sing to her and pet her head and tend to any injuries.. it's so fucking romantic. that's why I love being this way. I've come to be grateful for the way I'm wired, even though I used to be deeply ashamed and disgusted, now I'm glad that I can do this to the girls who need it

>>44225582
I wasn't abused or had a traumatic childhood or anything, I just always was fascinated by the idea of causing other people pain. I learned it was wrong early so I just try to suppress the urge. Honestly not fully sure why I feel particularly into trans women, there's just something about the sad reality they endure + the beautiful combination of masc and fem traits that makes it appealing. Ya'll are too vulnerable

>>44225515
I don't know but there's got to be something to it
t. theyfab chaser in a disgusting transbian body

wait, do they? I'm a masochist, where are they? specifically

>>44225663
I was the same way, but I've found that I can use that fascination to help girls and to get gratification for myself, and I'm much happier now that I've embraced the fact that I'm a sadist. i have some strict rules for my girls, I always establish a safeword and a nonverbal signal and I make absolutely certain that she knows it and knows how to use it, but otherwise I've really been able to let out some of my darkest impulses on some adorable women and it has healed my soul. years and years of shame and feeling evil have been liberated as I've realized that all of it had a good purpose and that I was given this predilection to match the mirrored desire for pain present in so many girls today. and that I have the responsibility and the skill to administer that torment in a controlled and intentional way so as to maximize its benefit for the both of us.

>>44225515
because it feels good to break a bitch. stupid question.

>>44225778
are you an actually masochist or are you one of those dumb sluts that call themselves masochists but tap out when it's anything more than spanking?

Oh, I see why girls are so much more okay with cisf chasers now. I'd never met any, but some of the posts here made my heart race....

>>44225798
You are more noble than I am. I think the healthiest thing would be to help trans girls stop hating themselves and having masochistic feelings to begin with, with my gf im just enabling her and vice versa. Im glad you found something positive in it, to me I feel my brain is just defective

>>44225536
Because males are taught to submit and simp.

Two females is frequently a disaster because they both try to be demanding princesses and bottoms.

>>44225900
>are you an actually masochist or
I was literally married to my former Domme (before I trooned out, not Her jam)
bloodplay's not even a hard limit of mine
who's out here saying "yeah I love pain" but can't handle a whip be serious pls

>>44225932
I package my impulses in moral giftwrapping, but ultimately I don't think you and I are different. Or maybe we are. what I know is that there is something inhuman about me in some respect, maybe some form of sociopathy. but i have pursued changing the way i am, both personally and with therapists and medication, and nothing has been effective at persuading me to feel differently. there is always an emptiness and a coldness inside of me. and a manic sort of buzzing energy that i get when i inflict pain on someone else, and when i can see the effect my actions are having on them in their face and body. But I realized at some point that if this is the way that I am, if I will always be this way, then I can either reject myself and live in shame, or I can embrace it and try to make the most out of it. In my youth I watched a lot of horror films, and I felt represented by Dexter in many ways, for how he emulates human relationships and channels dark thoughts into something tentatively positive. I am not saying that you have to do the same, because we are different people. Maybe you can overcome your sadistic impulses, maybe you are stronger than me. But I have come to choose this way of life and I feel that it suits me well. and i've become very skilled at torture as a result

I want someone to break me and own me completely but I'm an ogrehon and they shut down owk so

>>44226060
No, we are the same we just have slightly different mindsets is all. I dont think ill ever accept myself or stop hating myself for being this way, but at least I can enjoy it with someone I love.

>>44226026
>bloodplay's not even a hard limit of mine
good answer. where are you located?

>>44226265
I'm a bit outside of Vancouver, BC; you?

>>44225515
desu i dont even care if theyre sadists i just want to date a cis woman who doesn't expect me to top her.

>>44226351
pnw. we should connect, you sound interesting.