i've been repping for the past 5 years and its gotten to the point i can't stand it anymore. yet it feels embarrassing trying to go out looking more fem. i went out the other day in makeup and i felt like a pig in lipstick. how do i stop being such a pussy and just go through with it. most of my friends and family would support me i think but idk, im horrified of alienation
>>44228642are you on hrt?
>>44228642its just not gonna go away idk what to tell you, i repped for longer even and now its super over so just go squeeze what you can out of life
>>44228664no, i'm poor and have no idea how to get it. i also live in bumfuck redneckville so idk if theres even any doctors around here who'd put me on it. i want to diy but again i'm poor as fuck
>>44228718ik that it won't thats what tortures me. it's either keep repping and be miserable or transition and feel like im embarrassing myself. i hate it i feel like im fucked either way
>>44228642there is no evidence that you can’t rep for life. You just need more distractions
>>44228731its only like 60 dollars plus shipping plus the insulin needlesyou can just look up how to diy and youll get all the info you need
>>44228791i should specify that 60 dollars is like 2 years worth of hrt
>>44228791do you have any links to good resources? i want to diy but im scared of doing something wrong
>>44228774i will be dead by 30 if i keep repping
>>44228642Yeah op I started using Otokonoko and she's dirt cheap. Get the cash app if you need to buy bit and don't wanna deal with a bunch of bullshit. All total it was like 120$ (with needles) for like a year's worth. And I have so many needles that I literally just bought two more vials for like 140$ just because. It was well worth saving a weeks pay for it.
>>44228642I'm on hrt and feel the same
>>44228842thank you i'll look into it
>>44228809sure!! :) https://symphonylabs.cc/ (currently out of stock but theyll be back)https://diyhrt.info/transfem/intro/ https://pghrt.diy/ (i disliked how some of the information on this guide was questionable)blood testing is recommended, but not too necessary, you should do injections because it is healthier for your liver and more consistent so you will get better results. (make sure you know and follow needle saftey) you should know that it will not change the way your face is shaped, it will halt masculinization of the skull if youre skull has not yet finished developing (it finishes developing at 25). good luck!!!! :) !!
>>44228890tysm :) i have a relatively fem face so thats not something i'm too worried about. if anything its my body that worries me, i'm 6'2 and have super broad shoulders. i've had irls tell me i had insane body builder potential
>>44228968Where in redneckland are you I’m there too
>>44229015appalachia, people around here are oddly tolerant of everyone except trannys
>>44228968youre welcomeyour lucky about youre face. im so unlucky with mine, not even my mom really looks like a women and that translates to me (i think its just because shes old now tho). im 6ft too. im learning alot of biology so that i can make biotech to free myself. but itll be forever until i make anything id be willing to even just animal test
>>44229117tbf a lot of cis women look kinda clocky. my little sister has like the exact same face structure as i do. the height is a rough one tho although i have met women taller than me just not many
>>44229218yeah height is so fucked. my sister has a face that is like a polar opposite of mine while still looking related, but i dont want to start dooming until after facial feminization surgery
>>44229326there's still hope for you i believe in you :)
>>44229417youre gunna make it too :)
