I will learn to accept that I am a cis man
What steps are you taking to do that?
>>44229510repper-kun!i fed your last 30 threads to claude and asked it to make a bingo card!we can play every time you post from now on!what do you think?
Today's music rec: Time Is Coming To An End by Glacis & Polaroid Noteshttps://whitelabrecs.bandcamp.com/album/time-is-coming-to-an-end
>>44229510Wow a new picture this time! I almost didn't recognize it was you. Also im hoping for the day you become a beautiful, happy girl
>>44231974bitch is a passoid btw LMAO
>>44231989Oh then nvm op fuck you
>>44230839I'm mostly constantly reminding myself of my lack of gender dysphoria, and that I definitely don't want to be a woman if I wouldn't have a narrow and superficial view of what being a woman actually is like. Oftentimes that is enough to make me reverse dysphoric for a while, but it apparently still isn't enough to fully return to being the guy who I once was.>>44230965I think that's a pretty cool idea, although unfortunately I don't think this bingo card is pretty good because there are some squares which will never get crossed of. That being "bumps own thread", "insults a critic", and "drops discord". I never bump my own threads, besides replying to others and giving the music rec nobody asks for. I also never insult people, nor will I ever be dropping my discord again.Also, I really dislike ai, but it actually made a otherwise decent bingo card>>44231974An anon drew this picture very early after I started posting these threads, and since then I'm using it as the thread picrel each friday as a sort of thanks.>>44231989I am not a passoid nor am I close to being one. If passing were my goal, which it isn't (another sign that I'm not trans), I'd definitely need ffs at the very least to pass. But even then I'd have a clearly male sized skull, body and everything else
you have my love and support
>>44232118Thank you, even if I don't really deserve it
>>44232153you do, nonny
>>44232164Why do you think so if it's alright? I'm genuinely curious. Are you just a very kind person or do you have a reason to do so?
>>44229510
>>44232220because nobody deserves to suffer. i care about you and i would that you find peace. i like you and i enjoy you, besides, and you have always been kind; why should you not be treated likewise?
>>44231989bitterhons will call anyone a passoid wow
>>44232253Why post this?>>44232257This is extremely kind of you, and it actually means a lot to me. Thank you a ton again>why should you not be treated likewise?Because I genuinely don't feel that I deserve any of this kindness. I always feel horrible because I never manage to reciprocate it in any meaningful way, and that always makes me feel disgusting.I really hope you will have a wonderful day and weekend >>44232262pretty much
>>44232262i’m only bitter because i tried my hardest to help and make things easier for her and let myself get used in the process. op is an emotional vampire and will do the bare minimum to keep you around. i stayed up until morning and bottled up my own problems because i didn’t want to make things more difficult for her. garbage individual
>>44232318I'm bitter cause I'm naturally jealous of all passoidst. gigamanmoder
>>44232305you are a good person and not disgusting. why do you feel you are unable to reciprocate kindness? you have always been kind to me.i hope that your day and weekend and all hence are pleasant to you, in any case :)
>>44229510i hope u find ur peace anon <3
>>44229510you make these threads every fucking day what exactly are you trying to achieve
>>44229510Whoever keeps remaking this low quality thread just needs to transition instead of whining on the Internet 50 trillion times, or should preferably just stop posting altogether. No one wants to actually see the Cruelty Squad guy posted 50 trillion times with these sad and very obviously hollow affirmations.
>>44232371retard is already on 6 months on hrt
>>44232377lol, then why is this person bothering with these threads
>>44232318You were the one who blocked me any time I took more than a day to reply. Instead of doing that and complaining about it here, you could've just not bottled up any of your problems>>44232344>why do you feel you are unable to reciprocate kindness?Because I either feel that the kindness I am able to express not to be sufficient, or because I'm too emotionally stunted to be of any meaningful help except for maybe some generic consoling words.>i hope that your day and weekend and all hence are pleasant to you, in any case :)Thank you. I'm spending this weekend visiting family, so I'll definitely try my best to enjoy itAlso, nice double dubs>>44232351Thank you <3>>44232354Initially I made these threads because I genuinely believed that I was reverse-repping, i.e. I'm actually genuinely cis but still medically transitioning and thus making myself dysphoric. While I still believe that to be more than likely the case, posting these threads has also become a habit by now, and I enjoy replying to people whenever there's actually a thread that gets more replies. It's definitely not something I will keep doing for much longer tho
>>44232426no shit? i was the one who spent entire nights talking to your dumbass just so that you wouldn’t fucking kill yourself. i literally let myself become a doormat just you made me feel a certain way and said garbage such as>i’m currently only chatting with you atm>i wanna gift it to you desu>you are none of those thingsso in addition to being a brown noser, you are also a liar. also on a less serious note, i’m still salty that you never showed me those keyboard things and room trinkets you said you would show me
>>44232505>i’m currently only chatting with you atm That was completely true>i wanna gift it to you desu Same. Offer still stands>you are none of those thingsI stand by my words>i’m still salty that you never showed me those keyboard things and room trinkets you said you would show meI genuinely just forgot and then you blocked me again.I don't think we should get in touch again tho if this is how it always ends up
>>44232545>I don't think we should get in touch again tho if this is how it always ends upgood. i hate you anyway
