>I've been on HRT for over a decade but I haven't worked up the nerve to do serious voice training yet because the idea of having a tranny voice is too upsetting, even more than having a man voice.>I've met dozens of people mistake me for a cis woman, even other trans people, and yet I still don't think I pass.>>I know that this probably means that my limited voice training got me a passing voice, or at least something close enough, but I still feel like a have a man voice.>I've had multiple cis women in my life tell me that trans women are women and that they accept me as a woman and see me as as much of a woman as they are. I still can't think of myself as a woman and feel intense shame at the idea of calling myself one.
passoid
>>44231786I don't know if I have any as of yet. I'm mostly pretty happy with how my transition is going. I don't think I pass yet, but is still early days and I have realistic expectations. Comes with age desu. I am pretty anxious when out and about, but I've always had social anxiety. Being perceived as trans while boymoding when we're vilified by so many does make me nervous.
>>44231786I keep refusing to transition. All the barriers are imaginary, so there has to be something actually wrong with me. Every couple years I get these waves of really bad dysphoria that keep getting worse and I think either the next one or the one after will be the really bad one.
>>44231944I'm not a passoid! I still get misgendered from time to time!
>>44231786because of my height and build i will never pass no matter what i do. its just rigged against me i can be a feminine twink with boobs at best. and people always assume i want to top because of my height, i hate it, if i had to use my rapestick id probably puke all over my partner, i already get nauseous from just holding it down to pee. im also unemployed and hardly employable and srs is very expensive
>>44231786being visibly on hrt around people who know me is so fucking humiliating and strangers think im weird like they cant tell if im a feminine man or a masculine woman and it makes me want to peel all my skin off omfg i just wanna fit in and be normal (even though thats retarded cause what even is normal)transition = social suicide, and ill never pass, i look like a weird thing, i go out of my way to never gender myself when talking bc i dont deserve to belong in either when im doing this so half assed, im not exercising or eating right even though i know it could make my transition better. + its so retarded im even here like omfg im in the fandom of woke just kill me
its easier to be trans than gay and people treat you better if you pretend to be a woman even if you don't look like a woman at all because it at least means you are trying to conform to gender roles instead of openly flouting them
im NV3-4 and barely in my early 20s. which is a real shame because the rest of me is not that bad besides my height maybe
>>44231786i already have a noticeably faggy voice (enough people have told me) so the idea of voice-training just to sound like a fucking sissy just kinda pisses me off
>>44231786you sound just like meso all of that
