Elaborate. I'm listening and learning.

>>44233305
Monetize it

>>44233319
It's just being treated as a gay bottom during sex, plain and simple. It doesn't necessarily have to involve some flavor of forcemasc but it usually does.
>>44233330
There's no audience.

>a fetish no on else has
>being a bottom
???

>>44233403
Wanting to be treated as a gay bottom during sex is a very rare fetish for a cis woman to have, sorry for not clarifying that before.

>>44233375
There's a /small/ audience, which means they're desperate for content. The supply/demand curve is on your side

>>44233444
interesting, what does being treated as a gay bottom mean here? a woman calling you a faggot and fucking you with a strap-on?

>It's just being treated as a gay bottom during sex, plain and simple. It doesn't necessarily have to involve some flavor of forcemasc but it usually does
So you're basically the AFAB equivalent of MEF. Otherwise known as a slightly quirky straight woman with some AAP. It's not that rare, OP. And since you're a cis woman, it shouldn't be hard for you to find a bf that's compatible with you sexually. Just fish for slightly bicurious masc guys and you'll be fine.

>>44233444
You’re basically just describing the mindset of the average fujo, which is not a small number of women

>>44233491
oh nvm im dumb, i read this as you being a straight guy that has a fetish for a woman treating you like a gay bottom

if you are a cis woman into men this is pretty basic aap

>>44233480
Forcemasc content has never reached the same saturation as sissification/feminization, but the content is out there if you actually look for it. It's not really an untapped market so much as a nonexistent one as forcemasc's lukewarm reception shows.
>>44233493
Would any of these men be able to accept a girlfriend that takes testosterone and exclusively wants to be treated as male though? Bicurious men seem to have very little interest in female masculinity overall.
>>44233494
These fujos seem to get all of their autoandrophilic urges out solely through role-playing with other fujos online, which I'm fine with to some degree, but can't really be the entirety of someone's sex life.

>>44233616
You have jumped from bedroom roleplay to being a tranny very quickly

>>44233666
It take testosterone as part of my fetish, similar to sissies and estrogen.

>>44233686
How much test are we talking about? What changes do you want specifically from test?

>>44233616
>Would any of these men be able to accept a girlfriend that takes testosterone and exclusively wants to be treated as male though? Bicurious men seem to have very little interest in female masculinity overall.
So an ftm? I mean sure, it does happen

>>44233305
You know it's still partially realistic or you'd have internalized feelings of sexual alienation.
>>44233616
>Would any of these men be able to accept a girlfriend that takes testosterone and exclusively wants to be treated as male though?
Yes. Join a fitness club.

>>44233616
>girlfriend that takes testosterone
NTA but that's basically my gf. She doesn't take high doses of T but just enough so her libido matches mine and she pulls a more boyish looks. We've been together for over 4 years now.
>exclusively wants to be treated as male though
Depends on what you mean by that. I wouldn't want her to fully troon and she doesn't want to either because she also enjoys the contrast of being less masc than me.
So socially she is my gf.
If you mean sexually, she is my permabottom fag and I enjoy all of her holes. If she's a good boy I sometimes let her peg me.
But then again, I'm not a bicurious man, but a bifag for real. Was in a relationship with a man for 3 years before her (would've still been but sadly he died in an accident).
>Bicurious men seem to have very little interest in female masculinity overall.
Greater male variability. Statistically, women are more alike each other than men are. It's much easier to find an outlier man than an outlier woman. That's why ultimately >>44233493 is correct that you have an easier shot if you put yourself out there.
There are (numerically) far more men like me than women like you. I still consider myself lucky to have found her. My brother who is into forcefem still hasn't been able to find a woman compatible with him, not even when fishing among out and about FTMs.
TL;DR: Figure out yourself if you want to eventually go full FTM or be a fujo and then be honest with that to prospective guys and you'll be fine if you're sociable enough.

>>44233717
Just bumped my dose up to 80 mg (weekly injection). I want to be able to pass as male, though I'm far too lazy to put the necessary effort into actually achieving that.
>>44233732
Not necessarily ftm, as I'll probably never socially transition since it's such a hassle to do it just for a fetish.
>>44233744
>You know it's still partially realistic or you'd have internalized feelings of sexual alienation.
I think I do to some degree. I can be open about my fetishistic tendencies here on an anonymous site, but irl being outed as such is one of my worst nightmares, and I struggle with the conflict between wanting to find companionship (and acceptance more broadly) and being humiliated by these desires.
>>44233745
I have lots of questions about your relationship since I've never really come across a straight (?) couple like you before. What dose does she take and how long has she been taking testosterone? How did you two meet? How long did it take her to open up about her desire for masculinization/this side of herself?
>then be honest with that to prospective guys
This is the biggest stumbling block for me tbdesu. Beyond even just not knowing how to really put myself out there, I have no clue how to scope out the kind of guy I could be open with or how to get comfortable with being open in the first place. Shame holds me back even more than being busted or having a low libido ever could.

>>44234864
Taking T continuously can make not socially transitioning a hassle. Especially if you prefer to (try to) appear male, you probably just will

>>44234898
I'm at the point where strangers typically gender me male if I'm not wearing makeup or overly feminine clothing, but that's only in very short interactions and doesn't necessarily mean I can pass ad male in day-to-day life or that socially transitioning would be very smooth for me. Coming out would also entail trying to rewire all of my mannerisms and the very basic ways socialize, which seems exhausting and not too feasible if I'm already too lazy to consistently weight train so I can physically pass lol

>>44234864
>What dose does she take and how long has she been taking testosterone?
Patches. 15mg/week now, used to take more but she didn't like the effects on her hair. The standard ftm dose is like 50 or something.
She's been doing this for 5 years, so before she met me.
>How did you two meet?
Gym.
>How long did it take her to open up about her desire for masculinization/this side of herself?
Second or third date. We bonded over our common interest in body modification and it didn't take long for the discussion to progress in how we view these things sexually.
I would've dated a transwoman but not a transman so to me it was important that she views her future as a woman. I'm open to pretty much anything in the bedroom but socially I'm only okay with being a faggot with another amab.
Works out well because we broadly agree on these things.
>Shame holds me back even more than being busted or having a low libido ever could
Yeah, you gotta get rid of that. It's also easier since shamelessness is way more tolerated in women than it is in men.

>>44235088
>She's been doing this for 5 years, so before she met me
So is she using it more as a libido boost or something to help with gains? Tbdesu 15 mg seems like a pretty low dose, even for a gymrat.
>Gym
Just an average one, one mostly frequented by gay men (you know what I'm talking about...), or something else?
>It's also easier since shamelessness is way more tolerated in women than it is in men.
To some degree, yes. But the further your desires get away from just being a vaguely sexually empowered woman, the less acceptable they get. If I'm really going to go all-in on my autoandrophilia I'll definitely need to give up on being acceptable to most though lol

>>44236717
>So is she using it more as a libido boost or something to help with gains
A bit of both for the most part. Now more for the libido as she is content with how her body looks, but still wants to be high libido so she can be my subby faggot.
I'm not complaining. We both get what we want.
>15 mg seems like a pretty low dose, even for a gymrat
As I said, she used to do more but cut down on it more recently.
>you know what I'm talking about
Not really, no. I'm not american.
Here gymrats are assumed faggots by default. All of them. And for good reason. I have yet to meet a gymrat (male) in my country who is not at least a bit bisexual.
But, to answer your question, it was an average gym. The more average ones are usually frequented by AAP women and more normalfags (in all facets of the word). I never wanted to be a pro or a bodybuilder or any of that shit. I just wanted to look good and be somewhat fit. I still do.
>But the further your desires get away from just being a vaguely sexually empowered woman, the less acceptable they get
Cultural issue. Here nobody gives af when women do it. There's mild disapproval when men do it (think hrt femboys) but even that has gotten better.
>If I'm really going to go all-in on my autoandrophilia I'll definitely need to give up on being acceptable to most though lol
It depends. If you go all in FTM, then yes.
If you go just being a roided in-shape masc woman, your acceptability will still remain very very high socially and dating wise won't change much since you will still want what you want. If anything, it may make it slightly easier to be seen by the men you want.
I mean... unironically the way I first noticed my gf was when she remarked casually in her already dropped voice that she'll never be a real man and that's okay.