>realized iwnbaw>decided transition wasn't worth it>tried to be ok with being a man>went pretty good for a few years>life fell apart and i start wanting to troon out againthis is not how i wanted my life to end up. why do i have to be the type of person that everyone hates or awkwardly half accepts. im not brave enough for this. im not confident enough to be endlessly scrutinized by everyone i meet. im so done with it.
>>44237823NEVER REP
This happened to me, I felt like a woman when I was in my teens, tried putting on one of my mom's halloween costumes and looked at myself in the mirror and cried at how ugly I looked. Then rep'd for the next 10 years but the feelings always come back :( I don't think you can change who you are deep inside unfortunately even if you try
take your pills and lean into being a femfag or whatever form of femininity you can realistically express and embody.yes, ywnbaw, but you will never be a normal cis man either. this doesn't go away. it will keep on coming back worse and worse.
>>44237823It's okay to be a tranny. You aren't doing anything wrong. It's fine to need to transition to be happy with existing in your body, and it's fine to wish others saw you as a different gender without all the tranny baggage too.As the other anon said it's not something that goes away and just gets worse and worse. If you're nervous about it the best thing you can do is make irl trans friends. They can help you feel less alone and strange, and can take some of the heat off of you alone for being an openly visible tranny.
>>44238590I don’t think I will ever not believe that transitioning is inherently wrong. There was a short period in my life where I thought being gay was ok but now I’m back to feeling like that’s wrong too
>>44238636Why do you feel that it's inherently wrong, Nona?
