This past month or so has been probably the worst time of my life since my childhood, I’ve had to deal with the stress of moving in with my mom cause I live with an alcoholic, and ex abuser, to make it more stressful she’s not sure about me moving in yet, my brand new computer broke, resulted in hitting a breaking point, cutting myself and then overdose on my meds, was in hospital for a week, 2 partners supporting me through it, was motivated when I came out, first day, found out girlfriend I thought was dead for 2 years, who I grieved, was alive, I was delusional, also on the first day, messaged group chat me and partner and their partners/friends were in, talk about attempt, everyone is sensitive about it, my partner, Alex, decides to get rid of group chat, argue with him, he decides to just exclude me, about 4 days go by of back and forth, my ex and abuser who I live with convinces me to threaten to nuke the server, in my vulnerable state I do so, and it only makes things worse, now my partner Alex says he wants to split until later in life, I’m super depressed, about 3 days after that, with some waiting in between, I get drunk, and the. Incredibly violently raped, Alex refuses to contact me or reach out, continues to say that he doesn’t want to talk to me, so now I’ve lost him and all my friends, last night try to talk to one of his partners about another mutual who I was worried about, this partner has had problems with me for forever, and has abused their own partners and friends, they say they want me to stay away from Alex, that they don’t believe anything I say and they don’t believe I was raped, that I was an emotional manipulator, now I think Alex doesn’t even believe I was raped, mom says she might lose the house, my computer can’t be fixed, mom berates me about getting raped, now I’m considering suicide
trannies, this too common a phenotype in your groups. You are responsible for these clearly mentally unwell freaks. I don't know if I should thank you for enabling them or be upset that you're causing them further pain and ensuring they are even more ostracized for being tranny freaks, but this is exactly why governments are dialing back the support they give you and why right wing is on the riseYou are making it so the most sensible political groups are right wing
>>44238207Do you think overdosing on trazodone and baclofen, then hanging would do the trick
>>44238230sybau
>>44238193these all sound like you problems
>>44238193Please do not! Life can be hard and unfair especially for marginalized people, the world and class society does everything it can to put you down. The best way to resist these things is to, despite it all, keep living. If you need someone to talk to because you feel alone, I offer you my shoulder. We are all in this together sister, I hope you pull through. xx
>>44238193Holy wall of text, if you're gonna whine at least make it readable. Trying to comprehend this is gonna give someone a headache.
