>be me >raised religious and hates gays>cue puberty…>amab but convinced i’m going to develop breasts>pull lots of women but can’t connect with anyone >dissociate for the rest of my development>cue first relationship at 17>she’s pretty, i’m jealous >i have to be the guy because what else can i do>*arrives at her house*>we fuck>can’t finish.jpg>realize i’m just dissociating during sex>relationship continues and i get used for sex and coerced>end relationship fuck that shit>start estrogen at 18>”it’s going to take a long time to see effects”>getting third gendered at 2 weeks irl>breast buds at 2 weeks>can’t hide tits at one month>lives with religious family (they don’t know)>people mixing up pronouns>what the fuck.jpg
So you came here to brag?
>>44238478maybe u just have anxiety same thing happened to me when I had a gf in high school
>>44238657 not bragging to share my experience, like i’m lucky in some regards but unlucky in others i’m pretty tall for example.>>44238669yeah that’s what i thought too, but we did it so many times even when i wasn’t nervous, chalked it up to feeling like shit being put in a male role
>raised to hate gays>take estrogenhmmm maybe those could be connected
>>44238728yeah i thought so too but trans ppl wereat the top of the evil hierarchy so why would i be trans to avoid being gay, and im still bi lmao. Started E bc of lifelong body dysphoria ;(
>>44238787its easier being trans than gay, your story proves it
>>44238712yea that’s what I thought at the time too but after taking e for a while I realized I just have severe anxiety and bdd im not trans at all
