i need to go back into the closet after four years of being out and it's scary. feels thread.how are you holding up, nona? do have any fun plans this weekend? what have you done lately that you're proud of?
>>44239526poorly. I've been nothing but a horny depressed girlfailure and i live in my own filth. I've got no plans this weekend except fuck myself until i bleed, and cry myself to sleep. I guess i'm proud of building my own night vision goggles.
>>44239526>>44240048>me btwi guess i should mention that i'm kinda in the same boat; a major stressor when i was working on my undergrad thesis was the fear that i would need to detransition after i graduated. While that was true, I got into grad school, so i only need to larp as a guy for 2 more weeks instead of permanently detrans ad infinitum. i did write some poetry abt that (and this) time in my life, lmk if you'd be interested in reading it! writing offers me some catharsis in misery, i guess.
