How many of you had traumatic early life experiences that perverted your sexual development and identity?
>>44257059I belong there
>>44257059im down at the bottom with shame and guilt
>>44257059not me and i still ended up here
Not me. I was an only child and grandchild. Grew up with incredibly doting parents. I never wanted for anything. Still, I repressed until finally trooning out in my early 30s.
>>44257059Does bullying by being called a faggot and self censoring effeminate traits count?
>>44257195were you a fem twink?
>>44257059Not me. I am very perverted in my identity and my sexual tastes but not for any justifiable reason. Nothing happened to me. I am who I am for no reason other than that’s who I am. I am not ashamed
>>44257272based
Kind of a long story but when I was in first grade my mom and aunt basically forced me to dress up like a girl for Halloween and then took me to a house party with them. Not sure I'd call it traumatic in retrospect but it was my introduction to crossdressing and things kind of snowballed from there. I told the whole story like a year ago in a similar thread and some people thought it was fake even though nothing really major happened besides me feeling really embarrassed about it at the time
I did. I came out young, and even before then it was very easy to see that I was trans, so I was bullied including corrective sexual assault, and underwent at home conversion therapy and shit. I was forced to go through the wrong puberty and denied access even to sympathetic mental health professionals.as a result, I had serious self-worth issues about being trans, and CPTSD, and dated people who abused the shit out of me and cheated on me, until I got trauma therapy and to a better place in life.
>>44257059here here
>>44257059I was raped as a child repeatedly and it ruined my life permanently. Only reason I'm admitting to this is cause I'm drunk.
>>44257059Me!!! Nothing sexual related but the trauma did cause me to develop unhealthy ideation towards abusive relationship dynamics
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>>44258683damn:(
>>44257059My life really sucks. Being a troon is just one part of it
>>44257059i'm not sure if other people would consider it traumatic but i think blanchard is at least partially right when he says that AGP in some way develops as a disruption of normal heterosexual development through mislocating the erotic target of the female with one's self, i think this happened to me in some way as a response to uncomfortable conditions. this feels very much so like how my AGP developed, even though now i don't even want to be with women at all and can only imagine myself being with a man
>>44257217no that's pretty normal i guess
