i am a cis man on hrt
>>44261175Hi cis man on HRT why is he built like that
Wassup brother.
I am a cis HRT on man
>>44261175you are AGP
>>44261175 why does HRT make your butt so big?
>>44261175Posted it again
picrel is more or less me over the last 3 weeks (but with shaven legs).
>>44261175It's my favorite general not a general! How's your week been? Have you been remembering your sunscreen when you go out?
>>44261175u can really see the artists dysphoria fluctuate based on how feminine or clocky they draw this character
>>44261175Hi cisman on hrt, nice image I wish I looked like that.
>>44261175Hi cisman on hrt, have you started injections yet?
>>44261175hips
shopping with cis man on hrt is so fun!
>>44261175Samesies. Its the most effective anti depression I have ever tried.>>44261372I don't leave the house without multiple layers of high-quality SPF50 slathered on my face and wear UPF50 clothing. Fuck that ball of hydrogen
>>44261666Those are some premium hair vents
cis men on hrt bros, our response?
>>44261828don't be mean, unfortunate
>>44261828Why can't you call them boys? They called women girls all the time, so why can't we just call them boys?
I am a cis man on HRT. I'm not a woman, nor will I ever be. And no, lest you assume otherwise it's not a matter of "not passing"--I pass--my brain is just too male. While I'm content with my body, it pains me tremendously that I can't be a normal guy. Women and men alike look down on me because I don't have vaginal sex, because I'm an otaku, because I lack any positive masculine qualities. I get told to 'self-improve" and "pick up a hobby" but that doesn't help. For example, when I do something as innocent as cook as a hobby my male roommate (who is Normal and Functional as a Male) would laugh at me for wasting my time, look down on me because I'm defective. All the meme advice acts as though the cause of my deficiencies isn't my ontology instead of people scrambling to find a post-hoc justification.Is there any way for me to exist and be content or am I gonna have to kill myself?
>>44261175Hi cis man on HRT.Genuine question and I hope this doesn't come across as prying, but are you planning to have SRS some day? I only ask because I probably would've also been a cis man on HRT if getting SRS was an option for them back then. Since I really wanted it I just kind of pretended to be a trans woman who needed SRS...
>>44262019Not OP but no. If I had or wanted a vagina I would just be a woman (i.e., not a cis guy on HRT, but a trans woman). They're sort of mutually exclusive.
sleepy today qq>>44261184hii snoymoder hruu>why is he built like thathe can just do that btw>>44261192good morning sir>>44261261he and mana-sama are my idols>>44261267everything would be easier if that were the case>>44261284some men were simply meant to be women, anona>>44261291>xe doesn’t know>>44261319literally mee>>44261372hello anon i hope you’re doing well>How's your week been? my week was okay for the most part other than it being hot as FUCK dude holy shit i hate having a west facing window >Have you been remembering your sunscreen when you go out?yesss, i’ve also been trying to avoid direct sunlight if possible
>>44262138I'm a girl :(
>>44261833i only post because that tweet made me legitimately question everything. how the fuck am i supposed to justify being on hrt if i just have mild gender dysphoria at best and am gonna look like a hon anyways? i hate categorically hate pharmaceuticals but for some reason i dont want to stop hrt. i swear its an ego thing or something, like maybe i dont want to admit i was wrong about wanting hrt and the past 9-12 months have been a total lie.
>>44262138I'd rather be a feminine gay boy who can wear my hair long wear makeup and dresses and still have a boy's body
>>44262138supremely depressed latelywbu?
I need to put a baby in you and cuddle you, cis man on HRT
Now i remember that today is friends day in Brazil. HAPPY FRIENDS DAY!
>>44261420true but it could be a simple art style change>>44261542i have;; my third one is tomorrow iirc? regardless it isn’t as scary as i thought it’d be ngl>>44261666satan’s trips?? coincidentally the one on the right is half succubus lel>>44261828me if i continued to tough it out desu>>44262019hello anon, how are you?>Genuine question and I hope this doesn't come across as prying, but are you planning to have SRS some day?maybe? i don’t really have a use for my peen anyway all things considered >I only ask because I probably would've also been a cis man on HRT if getting SRS was an option for them back then.>Since I really wanted it I just kind of pretended to be a trans woman who needed SRS...oof, i’m sorry to hear that. how old are you btw?>>44262157LMAO i’m sorry:<< i feel bad now>>44262163getting into theatre helps with that>>44262169aaaa again i’m sorry. i hope you feel better soon;;>wbu?still a bit tired and my legs are sore from exercising them yesterday>>44262235gaylord>>44262238cute:3 happy friends day
Tfw the bald spot got bigger.
>>44261175you should go full mef mode >>44262331if u have no use for your pp then why not? (￣ω￣)
>>44262366pls stop repping cismoid
>>44262908Never because i hate womwn
>>44263135love women insteaddon't be a chud
>>44263156But theyre evil, callous and wish ill upon me
If cismoid stops repping I'll continue repping in his honor.
>>44263189this foid wishes good upon you
>>44261770>>44262138Proud of you both screw the sun! I am doing well! Also besides the heat I like the heat but my room is generally 90+ degrees until about 2000. Hoping the ankle I kinda twisted doesn't keep me from running tonight ; ^ ;
>>44263224Malebrained
>>44263355you can buy a wig and an asa costume and pretend to be her while waiting for your hair to grow back
>>44263639Moidbrained AGP pervert freak dressup fetishplayNo thanks
>>44263658crazy how you attack everyone trying to help. i’m glad i’m not your friend
Hello cis man on hrt!I am currently ruining my weight gain by stress starving I hope u are doing better
>>44263978Im sorry i just hate women ans tbink dressing as one for fetish is pretty shameful and morall bankrupt
can you post a vocaroo?
>>44262331since you said you just started, have you had any effects from HRT yet?
>>44262366learn to live for yourself>>44262373i don’t know how to go all the way lmfao. a part of me knows that it’s basically going to be impossible to retain my male identity forever but then i can’t really see myself becoming anything else>>44263247tyyy<3 praying you heal soon>>44263997hello anonymous. i am also starving myself somewhat and am going for walks to help with that>>44264117vielleicht>>44264210>since you said you just started, have you had any effects from HRT yet?so far, my nipples have begun to hurt and become sore, way more than they were compare to when i was a pillhon xd. no acne, less oily skin, and lowered libido are also a huge bonuses
Bump
>>44262331Sorry for my late reply anon.>maybe? i don’t really have a use for my peen anyway all things consideredFair. I knew I would never use mine again, so the choice was easy.>oof, i’m sorry to hear that. how old are you btw?32...>>44262026>If I had or wanted a vagina I would just be a woman (i.e., not a cis guy on HRT, but a trans woman). They're sort of mutually exclusive.Are they really? I don't consider myself a woman even hears after, though admittedly it's a little harder to consider myself a man now.
>>44264938Your pp will atrophy if you dont get hard by your own volition since now you have no morning wood or anything. Cisman!
>>44264938>vielleichtso is that a yes or a no
>>44264980it’s okay, i usually take longer to reply anyways:>>32...just 32? you’re only 8 years older than i am. i think you still have a chance>>44264996gooood. i never got to use it properly anyways because it’s simply too small for proper penetration>:(>>44265199maybe bc i haven’t heard my own voice in a loooong time
>>44264980>Are they really?Yes
cis men on hrt who want to get srs, would you get offended at people who dont wanna go out with you since you dont have a penis?
>>44264938NTA, but>a part of me knows that it’s basically going to be impossible to retain my male identity foreverWhy is that? :(>but then i can’t really see myself becoming anything elseWould something like being non-binary be an option?>>44265394>only 8 years older than i amRIP me...>i think you still have a chanceHave a chance to what, anon? So you mean the social aspect in my case?>>44265424>YesWhy though? Serious question.
>>44266028i doubt that much would change for me desu. ppl already hate me for having a penis and i’d imagine it’d be the same if i had the opposite>>44266704>Why is that? :(a few reasons, but mainly due to how i already present myself online and somewhat in reality life as well. i’ll also admit that being seen as purely masculine makes me uncomfortable >.>>Would something like being non-binary be an option?somewhat, maybe? even then, calling myself a theymab would be even more of a meme than calling myself a cis man on hrt>RIP me...you’re still young. unless you’re balding then my condolences>Have a chance to what, anon? So you mean the social aspect in my case?i mean you still have a chance to live and bee yourself, anon. it isn’t over until it’s over. also yes the social aspect would be good as well
>>44267536>but mainly due to how i already present myself online and somewhat in reality life as well.bitch calls herself marcelle btw LOL
>>44267536>how i already present myself online and somewhat in reality life as wellPresentation can be separate from identity.>being seen as purely masculine makes me uncomfortable >.>I see, that could be a problem :c>you’re still young. unless you’re balding then my condolencesI'm nearly 8 years on HRT, so thankfully not balding lol.>i mean you still have a chance to live and bee yourself, anon. it isn’t over until it’s overIt might be hard to walk back being socially a trans woman, desu. I'm not even sure if I'd want to. It may just be the case that when I transitioned had a big effect in where and who I ended up in life, and maybe that's okay. Still have doubts often about what my gender really is deep down though.
>>44261828thank god for hons I look like a literal doll next to that
>>44267639i do. why is that a problem? are you that person who was mad at me for not calling myself a tranny a few threads back>>44267798>Presentation can be separate from identity.true, buuuut i will say i do feel somewhat pressured to call myself one or the other the longer i do this>I'm nearly 8 years on HRT, so thankfully not balding lolI KNEEEL SENPAI>It might be hard to walk back being socially a trans woman, desu. I'm not even sure if I'd want to. It may just be the case that when I transitioned had a big effect in where and who I ended up in life, and maybe that's okay.yeah, i definitely have to kneel……but seriously, though, that’s reasonable, especially having been on hormones as long as you have>Still have doubts often about what my gender really is deep down though.yeah, i feel that. i guess i have the excuse of being still being a young adult, but regardless i hope you find yourself soonanyways i can barely keep my eyes open so have a good night xd
>>44268841>are you that person who was mad at me for not calling myself a tranny a few threads backyea, thats because you are a tranny, tranny
>>44264980NTA>I don't consider myself a woman even hears after, though admittedly it's a little harder to consider myself a man nowIt's okay to be a failed male. No, seriously, it is. I'm the same age as you are. I had srs in 2024 and continue to live as male.The only real "problem" is that not even most of the queer spaces are welcoming but you get used to it.I have a loving bf, a good job and an okay social life. If "ladyboy" had been acceptable in my country, I'd want to be that. But since it's not, there's not much incentive for me to do anything more other than take my shots because now it would be a bad idea to stop.
>>44262159>how the fuck am i supposed to justify being on hrt if i just have mild gender dysphoria at best you're not supposed to tbhon, it's not a miracle drug or something like that.
>>44262159>hate categorically hate pharmaceuticalsBut some of them are fun.
cis men on estrogen, do you experience (reverse) dysphoria? I’ve been on estrogen for a few months now and I think I feel a lot worse on it. It feels like I cannot dissociate my feelings of dysphoria away anymore but maybe there’s a chance that I am not trans and experiencing reverse dysphoria?? What does being on hrt feel like for you?
>>44268841marcelle is a really pretty name. you're fucking awesome and that retard calling u a trannie should just fucking do their injections and shut the fuck up.
>>44269390>do you experience (reverse) dysphoria?Nope.>been on estrogen for a few months now and I think I feel a lot worse on itReevaluate after at least a year. Give your body time to adjust to the new hormonal make-up.>cannot dissociate my feelings of dysphoria away anymoreStop trying. You don't need to dissociate anymore, anon.>there’s a chance that I am not trans and experiencing reverse dysphoria??Neah. Lowkey I don't even believe reverse dysphoria exists. It's just guilt.Stop ascribing magical properties to a chemical compound.>What does being on hrt feel like for you?It gives me what I wanted.I wanted to be physically softer, slightly less horny and have better hair.I'm getting what I wanted plus enhanced androphilia. I was always a bottomfag but the way I enjoy it now is way better than 4 years ago when I started.
>>44269502>Stop trying. You don't need to dissociate anymore, anon.I wish I could but it is just so ridiculously painful. I wake up and I feel like a freak and just want to cry. I can’t look in the mirror without noticing my horribly male bone structure and wishing I could break them all. I don’t know why I ever thought I could pass as a woman one day. > Stop ascribing magical properties to a chemical compound.I’m just thinking, what if my brain is trying to tell me that estrogen is the wrong sex hormone? I’m very bad at understanding my emotions, it was even worse pre-hrt. >It gives me what I wanted.that sounds nice, I’m happy for you ^w^I probably want the physical changes too but it’s the emotional ones I struggle with :(
>>44269578>it was even worse pre-hrtThere's your clue.I didn't struggle emotionally that much but seeing that I like my emotions a bit more was a good indicator that hrt is at least neutral if not mildly positive.>I don’t know why I ever thought I could pass as a woman one dayIt's okay to accept you won't and still want the physical changes. You get ?% progress instead of 0%.>I can’t look in the mirror without noticing my horribly male bone structure and wishing I could break them allAnd yet you claim you suffer from "reverse" dysphoria? Anon, please.You're noticing the bones because you no longer notice the face, the skin, the hair which now no longer read as bad/incongruent as before.What you need is a shift in mentality. Accept you're ngmi as a woman and learn to appreciate the progress you're making and can still realistically make even if you're not getting 100% of what you want.Life is a set of a trade-offs. Nobody gets 100% of what they want in all areas.>wake up and I feel like a freak and just want to cryCry, and then after you're done crying, realize that the shame you feel is largely the result of bullshit from others.There's nothing objectively wrong with being a more feminine guy and there's nothing objectively wrong with taking steps to present closer to your perception of self.Get the shame out of your system. If crying is your mechanism, then do that."I can't" is not real. You can. You absolutely can.
>>44269783>I like my emotions a bit more was a good indicator that hrt is at least neutral if not mildly positive.my issue is that I don’t. How I’ve made sense of it is that I was always experiencing pretty strong dysphoria but t made it largely inaccessible and helped me dissociate. As a result I also don’t have any memories past onset of puberty. Starting e made me feel the whole weight of it at once. >And yet you claim you suffer from "reverse" dysphoria? Anon, please. that’s why I was asking about the experiences of other people. I’m not sure if it’s standard gender dysphoria or if it’s reverse dysphoria masking as such. I am not unaware of how ridiculous that sounds. >You're noticing the bones because you no longer notice the face, the skin, the hair which now no longer read as bad/incongruent as before.giwtwm, unfortunately everything reads as incongruent and wrong at the moment. I have not been on hrt long enough for fat distribution to happen and I am still working on the other aspects of presentation. it’s mainly external issues (such as multiple hair dressers refusing to give me a feminine haircut) but it’s still really depressing. >There's nothing objectively wrong with being a more feminine guyThere isn’t, but I would much rather be a woman than a man. >What you need is a shift in mentality. Accept you're ngmi as a womanidk that seems transmisogynistic? would you say hons generally are ngmi as women too? I’m not saying you are, I just don’t know if it helps my mentality if I really am trans. your other comments are really kind tho, thank you very much <3
>>44269390in some ways yes, its mostly socially triggered. I am much more at peace with my body and when by myself, my mental health is way better the mental effects were pretty immediate and a release of all this anxiety i had too but slowly over time that anxiety has come back in a new form where it's triggered by being scared people can see my booba and hiding them and the stresses that come with that. Actually i said im more at peace w my body and it's true it feels like im no longer walking up an escalator that is going down and way way too fast, my bodys going the right direction but the more feminine my body gets the more i can't help but focus on the masculine elements and it makes them stand out even more which it basically like increasing dysphoria in some way ig.these things can lead to waves of wtf am i doing i need to stop asap and man up. idk if i answered your question or blog posted
>>44269954>Starting e made me feel the whole weight of it at onceCommon effect. HRT does make repressed feelings surface. There is no going back, though. You'll still feel this way even if you stop.The only way forward is through.>unfortunately everything reads as incongruent and wrong at the momentThe uncanny valley can be brutal to some. But, again, the only way forward is through.>but I would much rather be a woman than a manYeah, well, few get everything they want in life. Realizing that is part of the process known as growing up.Most people would rather be highly attractive and rich. Most people also realize that that ain't happening and move on.>idk that seems transmisogynisticI don't care, quite frankly.If you think ygmi as a woman, go ahead and keep on trying and maybe you'll be proven right.But if you think or know that you're ngmi, then it's healthier to accept that, grow up and adjust your expectations to what it still is possible.>would you say hons generally are ngmi as women too?No. It does also depend on what one means by "hon".The standards of real life are way more relaxed than this board would have you think. Perfectly fine cis-passing trannies are labelled hons on this board. But also awesome passoids don't make it as women because of their shit mentality and self-hatred.So no, I don't make generalized statements. Life is nuanced.>if I really am transDrop this mentality yesterday. There is no such thing as "trutrans". There's only "what works, even partially".There are people who transition without any dysphoria and make it as the opposite gender. Yet I'm supposed to believe those people aren't "really trans" because they never felt distressed and they didn't imagine themselves as the opposite gender in childhood/teenage.Fuck it, if I ever find out that I can make it as a woman, even if in older age, you damn right I'm gonna try. Will I be "trutrans" then if that ends up happening?It's all bullshit, imo.
>>44268841>i will say i do feel somewhat pressured to call myself one or the other the longer i do thisIf I may ask, pressure from whom? Are you worried about people noticing the changes before you tell anyone what's going on?>that’s reasonable, especially having been on hormones as long as you haveMaybe it is reasonable, I just don't think I'll ever fully view myself as a woman even if I am one socially for the rest of my life. If SRS didn't make me fully switch I'm not sure what'll ever fully change my perspective. Maybe marrying a man? Idk >>44269174>It's okay to be a failed male. No, seriously, it is. I'm the same age as you are. I had srs in 2024 and continue to live as male.How does that work for you? I honestly cannot pass as a man anymore. I only put in marginal effort to look like a normal woman though mostly so I don't get clocked as a tranny.>The only real "problem" is that not even most of the queer spaces are welcoming but you get used to it.True. I don't interact with queer spaces at all anymore besides this one.>I have a loving bf, a good job and an okay social life.I'm happy for you, anon. Have you ever legally changed anything for convenience sake?>If "ladyboy" had been acceptable in my country, I'd want to be that.Same desu, though I think cis man on hrt sounds better an less infantile.>But since it's not, there's not much incentive for me to do anything more other than take my shots because now it would be a bad idea to stop.I forget often and take them days late, usually when I realize why I'm feeling like crap, lol...
>>44270266>I honestly cannot pass as a man anymoreWell, I still do. I'm 175cm and my voice is unlikely to ever be cispassing as a woman unless there's some groundbreaking innovation in VFS.Even if I put on a dress (and I do quite often) I'm just read as a flaming faggot or a simply a gnc man.Only if I maximize effort I actually pass, and even then not always. It would be an unreasonable complication for me to do that full time.Unironically I'm at the point where trying to be an actual transwoman would be a restriction for me. I had thought it'd be the opposite (and it usually is the opposite for most, just not for me).SRS did make my face look more fem but just not enough.I've made peace with it. At least I like my sexuality a lot now so the whole effort was definitely not in vain and would do it allover again.>Have you ever legally changed anything for convenience sake?No because, again, I don't pass. It's more convenient to be Mr. Faggot Anon.>think cis man on hrt sounds better an less infantileYou pass. So you have no reason to cope like this, sincerely.>I forget often and take them days latePut an alarm! Like, seriously! If you're srsoid, it's really a terrible idea not to take your shots!
>>44270009ehhh why do you think it is reverse dysphoria you’re experiencing? this just sounds like regular gender dysphoria to me>>44270081>The only way forward is through.that’s sort of what I fear. >Most people also realize that that ain't happening and move on.ughh I like to think I’m not spoiled but maybe you’re right. It sucks because one of the strongest forms of dysphoria I experience is societal one, but I fear I will eventually have to resign to some sort of gender freak man-with-gyno being instead of a woman. idk if that’s better than a man but that’s for me to figure out. > No. It does also depend on what one means by "hon".I just mean a non-passing trans woman. I don’t pass hence why I asked. > Drop this mentality yesterday.Probably true as well. I agree there isn’t a thing such as trutrans but for some god unknown reason I am unable to internalise this thought and apply it to myself. I know it is nonsensical double standards keeping me in this mindset too.
>>44261175dime-a-dozen porn-addicted femboy/trap with daddy issuesmany such cases
>>44270358>Even if I put on a dress (and I do quite often) I'm just read as a flaming faggot or a simply a gnc man.I'm sorry to hear that anon, :(>At least I like my sexuality a lot now so the whole effort was definitely not in vain and would do it allover again.That's good. I don't want to imagine regretting the SRS on top of the not passing.>You pass. So you have no reason to cope like this, sincerely.I may pass but that doesn't automatically fully change my identity. It doesn't really sit right with me to call myself fully a woman or even a trans woman...>Put an alarm! Like, seriously! If you're srsoid, it's really a terrible idea not to take your shots!I've been getting better at this thankfully, in part due to my bf's help. (He reminds me sometimes and even lets me know when he notices I have very low energy.)
sossityyoure a cis mansocietyyoure on hrt
>>44272232>I'm sorry to hear that anon, :(No need to. It's fun to be a flaming faggot too. It's my secret that I'm not quite a man.>I don't want to imagine regretting the SRS on top of the not passingOh that would not have happened. I knew I wanted that even before I knew I could just take hrt without telling anyone.
>>44261175desu i think if you're on hrt you're a tranny, at least kind of. you're more of a tranny than any theyfab at least.
>>44261175mfw
>>44272635i've been saying!!!!! but this dumb bitch will do ANYTHING but call herself trans like bffr
>>44272746its not just that hes on hrt, its also the fact that hes voicetraining, usues a female name, pretended to be a girl as a teen and entertains the idea of getting srs. that one especially gets me because no man wants an axewound unless something has gone seriously wrong. just call yourself a woman for fucks sake. plus we dont need faggots with srs running around, i want to date a femboy/cis man on hrt and have the reasonable expectation that theyll have a penis.
>>44273618If srs were risk free, then there wouldn't be any reason to not get a vagina. They're by far more versatile and pleasurable than a dick ever could be
>>44273702youre stupid and i hate you. the penis is the most wonderful thing ever and i hate that women dont have them. if everyone had a penis there would be no war. vagina is the most horrible repulsive thing ever.
>>44261175Can we just ban this malignant fissure of a prema-thread, I beg.
>>44268849>>44272746unironically yeah. i don’t feel like i deserve to call myself a trans woman lmfoa>>44269419thank you. i genuinely don’t understand this person’s problem with me>inb4 stevessa situationmy birth name is a few letters from marcelle>>44269390>cis men on estrogen, do you experience (reverse) dysphoria?i can’t say i really do desu. although i do feel the sense that i’m betraying something by continuing to take Eanyways i hope you feel better soon, anon /hug>>44270266>If I may ask, pressure from whom?mainly from myself. i don’t really maintain a masculine identity online and was even mistaken for a cis woman several times in the past which kind of messed with my self perception >Are you worried about people noticing the changes before you tell anyone what's going on?very much so, and as much as i hate to admit it, hiding my breasts and excusing them as moobs is starting to get harder. idk sorry if i’m going on a bit of a tangent qq>>44272152i don’t have a porn addiction nor do i have any daddy issues. if anything i have more of a problem with both of my parents for clearly being reppers and still choosing to get married and have kids regardless>>44272635>>44272746i’m not worthy enough bruh. i’m literally just a guy who happens to like feminine things>>44273618ok i can’t deny that but>entertains the idea of getting srsentertaining ≠ gettingi’m too used to having a penis to properly imagine having anything else>>44274073i’m not taking shit from a fucking TRIP of all people. you are even lower than i am in the pecking order
>>44274112You have pictures of erotic anime women unironically saved onto your device, that's rock bottom dude.
>>44274197bait or mental retardation call it
>>44274197A MAN actually, don't blaspheme
>>44261175Do you dress like that and have a cute penis
omfgggggggggg i PROMSIE ITS OKAY TO IDENTIFY AS TRANS YOU DUMB WHBORENOTHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOY PLAESE STOP HUIRTING YOURSELF FFFS
>>44274295Mental retardation :p
