Being a chronically ill 32 year old tranny makes me really want to kill myself. I have a shit job, 2 in fact just to barely survive in the slums of my city. I can't meet people and even when I do it never works out and even if it went well on the one day a week I have off I'm mentally ill, physically ill, I'm ugly and I'm a tranny. Realistically should I just rope? I have very very little hope in anything in my life working out. I exist just to exist.
>>44285871Thank goodness I'm not the only 32 year old tranny on here.
>>44285871Feel exactly the same way but I'm 27.
>>44285871Killing yourself is selfish. You should get some soulkilling pills from a shrink and put in hours at the soup kitchen while chemically lobotomized and turn your body and mind into a golem for sinple acts of Good
>>44286105take your pinkpills
>>44286105As a type 1 diabetic I would die if I was chemically lobotomized as I would be unable to give myself 8 shots of insulin daily to try to make my blood sugar halfway normal life just sucks for me dude I literally work 6 days a week to survive and that's it
>>44285871I'm 35 and was in your spot. I killed myself then moved back in with my parents and saved money while going out as often as possible to meet the right people. Now I live with some good friends in a smaller city and am pursuing my "special interest" while working an ok job.
>>44285871You are similar to me but I am a man and too sick too work what kind of chronic illness do you have?
>>44286310type 1 diabetes rheumatoid arthritisglaucomawhat do you have anon?
>>4428589333 here. Didn't start HRT until 32 and married :/
>>44286420I have MS you have so many that is very sad. I am worried I’ll get another because apparently autoimmune diseases cluster together and knowing how unlucky I am it’s bound to happen
>>44286508Yeah unfortunately that's what happened with me I got diabetes when I was a kid then I developed glaucoma in my early 20s and eventually I developed rheumatoid arthritis within the last few years. I wish you the best and hope things aren't going too bad.
>>44286132Fuck me too! I’m 25 and I’m dooming pretty hard queer type 1 diabetic is comically miserable can’t even eat a bowl of chips without inflammation in my knees doesn’t help that I’m poor and nobody likes me either
>>44286457nta but how's it working out?
People have trooned with MS or chronic diabetes and I was afraid of doing it as perfectly healthy until 29. fuuuck, i was dumb.t. 32yo tranny
>>44286586That is terrible and terrifying I wish you the best too good luck. I know life gets hard especially when you are sick however I think you should always choose life. I get real down too tho so I understand the temptation have a better night
>>44286105This is your brain on spooks
I have fucked up joints and it makes doing anything physical feel awful and I ache at all points in the day and I've given up on a lot of dreams in my life :/
>>44286647Pretty good actually. Wife is supportive. I'm only 5'7" and didn't have a very strong first puberty. My biggest issue is beard shadow, but I'm hopeful that a few more laser appointments will take care of most of it.
>>44287534Glad to hear it. Good luck, nona.I trooned married with kids. But at 24. We actually planned it out.The hard part is starting only now with the eldest being almost 13.
>>44287551Thank you :) Hope it's going well for you too.
>>44285871>>44286420>>44286659>>44286728How do you cope with the constant pain? That's unironically much worse than most mental illness cases
