being alone sucks, it hurts not having anyone to share my life with, someone to hug and feel human warmt, but what makes me really scared is to think that I'm really unlovable disgusting troon, like be on my 50's and still have noone with me because that would prove that I'm unable to be loved, due to that I think it would be better to kill myself now, cuz I would have plausible deniability to say that I just died to soon and that's why I never found anyone and not because love is not for me. I know there's a small chance that I could find someone, but what if it doesnt happen? I dont think life would be worth living.should I do it?
>>44295308almost thirty and I see myself being alone for the rest of my life. I didn't find my soulmate in college and that's basically a wrap.
>>44295308Sacrifice yerself to odin uwu
>>44295308Step one is to leave this place.Step two is to take care of yourself.Step three is to find what you love to do and do it.Step four is to be kind hearted and generous and open.Do that and you'll find others. I can't guarantee romance and sex but you'll find genuine human connections.
>>44297576I already do step 2 and 3, step 4 is impossible because yeah I can be generou and open, but I'm never in social situations, i'm always alone so It's close to impossible doing those things.
fucking everyone will say you have to wait bc you haven't explored every possibilityit's all this rhetorical possibility maybe wishful thinking bullshitit's like i have been openly trans for 10 years and i have not had a single romantic partner the entire timeyes, i am that ugly
>>44295308>due to that I think it would be better to kill myself nowgoooooooddddddddddd you people are soooooo fucking annnnnooooyyyyyiiiiiiiinnnnnnggggg its the same problem ever day holy shit you are not the first fucking brick to not have a boyfriend for a year oh my god drink some water and take a nap you dumb cuntjesus christ i don't know which factory you fucking clones keep popping out of but i'm going to goddamn blow it up if they keep giving you all the same personality
>>44298045>fucking everyone will say you have to wait bc you haven't explored every possibilityyour only two options always have been and always will be to keep trying or to diethats itif you're going to keep being alive can you not make it our problem that you're upset you keep being alive
>>44298055it's demoralizing trying your best for years with no resultsand i'm not making it anyone's problemi only vent sometimes when the loneliness swells up
>>44298131>it's demoralizing trying your best for years with no resultsYOUR ONLY TWO OPTIONS ALWAYS HAVE BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE TO KEEP TRYING OR DIE
>>44298227i think i'll die then
>>44298049I never had a boyfriend and I'm getting near my 30s, also since I droped out of hs i never had a friend.
>>44298232hurry it up then? bit sad to drag it on.course i'd rather you get off your ass and go snag a man for once.>>44298616im open to dating hagsbut also: >>44298227
>>44298646dying is a better option desu
>>44295308What if you don't do it and end up a forever alone repping cissie at 50?
