brainworms got me. I just like being pretty, total AGP hottie I know I rock it but I can't just keep being rapemeat for fatass chasers and facehons. I'm not upset by my dick, I've been in long term relationships with cute afabs in the past, at times when I have been less confident in myself and generally less functional as a human being. Since starting estrogen, I am more confident, more energetic, prettier, I take better care of myself and my dick still works as great as it ever has. Is it because I introduce myself as transfem? is it because I self-describe as transfem? I've been single for like two years and I'm sick of it but after a wretched attempt at a rebound I can do nothing but freak the fuck out when anyone even *might* be flirting with me. I can't kill myself though, I have shit to draw. fuck my chud wagie life.
it sounds like im obsessing over my dick but i've been having an episode about this all fucking day sorry if i come off as insane and horny it's kind of because i AM!!!
im employed. displaying confidently. I am going to fucking explode into a million pieces and then rise from the ashes and go on a fucking tirade of evildoing
need to just fucking lock in and stop smoking weed when i'm working with my hot theyfab coworker. I know they're being flirty with me, they told me to stop smiling like an idiot when I got some customer girl's instagram. they've made jokes about us cuddling. they trashtalk the lesser trannies in the workplace with me. I am the ultimate agp tranny and I will not be made a bitch of
>>44297565this is so fucking insane. I was less of an incel when I was 15 and had never been in a serious relationship and thought i was completely unlovable. I fucking hate everything. I hate my living situation, I hate my retarded tranny friends, I hate all the retard amabs that DO want to fuck me because i'm prettier than the rest of the pack, I hate my uninspired bandmates because all they want to do is drink and smoke weed and pity eachother instead of actually trying to make music, I hate the fat fuck chasers with no goals other than to get me fucked up and rape me and force me to date them, and I just want to go back to being the one tranny in a room full of cis people and talking to cute girls all day. fuck.
>>44297375ok i have considered the best way to go about this. going to add them to my close friends story and just vaguepost tmmr then take them off when they see it. this is the way. vagueposting.
>>44297565Yea stop smoking weed nona. At least for a bit. It feeds extant brainworms.
