Deep down I'm a quirky artsy black girl that loves plants. My ideal life would be to have a cozy studio apartment with lots of plants near my gaming/art setup, a cat to keep me company, and friends to watch the latest movies/shows with.Instead I'm forced to hang out niggas that only watch shonen, fighting games and pretend I give a fuck about sports. No one knows about the cute art i make and express my love of planta through getting them for my mom as a cope. At heart I'm a sensitive little bitch but I have to pretend I'm nonchalant and numb to be acceptable in my real life. Life is a prison and none of you understand what it's like to be a black repper
>>443405231. Bad idea posting this on here while mentioning you're black(black American too im guessing), 2. Transition already
>>44340523you're describing me except i'm white and the reason i have to do it is because of my strict religious environment
>>44340542I'm a coward and I won't look good enough
>>44340523>I'm forced to hang out withBut why are you forced to? Are you not an adult who can change their social circles?
>>44340557the valiant never taste of death but once
>>44340556I mean I grew up in the black church too>>44340567Because I known them since late middle school and high-school? They the only friends I've got unless I put myself into debt and go to university or something
>>44340523Would your friends really hate you for saying you like plants and art or is that a barrier your built yourself based on an assumption?
>>44340594Everyone would laugh it off if the least emotional quite nigga of the group admitted he wants to be a artsy plant girly. They only know my anime slop
>>44340523Post your ast on Instagram or Bluesky or somewhere
>>44340650They might laugh at first because it is kind of weird but would they hate you? Would they not accept you?
>>44340542why?
>>44340698I'm black anon my odds are low
I’m black too just grow out your hair and pray your under 6’ maybe microdose so you don’t get huge tits most black people look more androgynous anyways
>>44340728There's plenty of fruity sensitive blacks out there. You should know if your friends would be cool with it or not
>>44340742I'm already a free form dreadhead I can't look feminine
>>44340777I'm not from Atlanta anon
>>44340783Just get full locs twin and slap some charms in your shit wear like cuter hoodies and drip eventually everyone will switch up once your bangs is past your chin.
>>44340806There are non-dl black lgbtq people everywhere there's a non-zero college educated black population. I'm one, I went to high school with them, college with them, law school with them, and they've been in every city where I've lived since. Hanging out with your loser friends instead of going to college isn't a good idea for anyone, and it doesn't magically become your best option just because you're some put upon black fag. Take away your woe is me queer black lived experience trump card, which is no doubt reinforced by the ecosystem of crabs in a bucket self hating nonwhite queers online, and you're just another person on /lgbt/ who always has an excuse not to try so you never have to deal with true failure. Lock in.
>>44340855How to am I supposed to wear anything not black/grey and not look fruity af? I'd probably have to start my dreads over to even get bangs
>>44340523>no one knows my painwe are trying to ignore you nigga
>>44340920Well I don't know any black queers I just know basic Niggas and I don't know wtf to study art school isn't a good idea from what I've heard. I'm trapped with no freedom to escape
>>44340721Because this website is populated by little hitlers, including trans hitlers who think that shitting on black people will make them feel better about being discriminated against (it wont)
>>44340523can you not say the n word it makes me anxious
>>44340523>black>love plantsstart growing weed nigga
John, a 50 year-old genetic male, medical research scientist, married (23 years), father of three children aged 20, 17 and 7, phoned me after experiencing a panic attack severe enough to require emergency attention from paramedics at the airport on his way to give a presentation at a conference. John gave me only his first name and informed me that I was the first to be told what he was about to tell me. He said he was "gender dysphoric" and that he was "desperate." Feelings that were once "controllable through sheer force of will," had increased to where he now was having protracted periods where he would close his office door, lie on the floor and weep quietly while curled up in the fetal position, holding his genitals in pain. Other than intrusive and repeated fantasies of being female, he had refused to allow himself any overt form of female gender expression. He reported feeling that if he was to cross-dress and be caught, he would dishonor his wife and family. Having attained international recognition for his work, he was also concerned about his professional reputation. The only other form of temporary relief came through masturbating, often up to five times a day.
>>44341536Jamal 50
>>44341252why can't everybody just get along
>>44341975Because you use ai
>>44340557You'll do fine.
>>44340523There are probably no Negroes posting on here
>>44343674You don't know how weak I actually am i don't have what it takes to go through with it >>44343687Well I'm posting here right now
