if you were persuaded to become troon by online spaces (not counting discord lol) but like reddit or 4chan, do you think your reasoning would change if you saw all the Anons and reddit accounts face, living situation, personality and irl behavior?do all the rep or die arguments fall flat the moment you realize that the person typing them is ugly and malladjusted?
>>44344458The main girl who persuaded me to transition became close friends with me and i got to see all of the above, didn't change my position a bit because i saw despite how hard her life was in some areas, transitioning truly brought her a joy unimaginable.
>>44344458yeah it prob would have. trooning is a rich man's game.
>>44344458no bc I am also ugly and maladjusted
>>44344458no because I already have passoid potential so it doesn't matter how ugly they are
>>44344458my trans feelings started long before i even had internet at home; and i sure couldnt look up what my feelings means in gradeschool; i was terrified of drs too and my moms reaction bc she always demigrated and chastised me for being feminine and playing with dolls and plushies and dressupi didnt know about google until like 2001 and in 2002 when i finally had my own modern computer at home i searxhed for "wanting to be a girl" and discovered there was a word for my lifelong feelings and that i coupd actually do something about it without being institutionalized for ever saying a word about it to anyonei came out to some friends a few months later and eventually my mom; who pretended to be supportive and open minded initially but she never helped me at all and my entire family collapsed in late 2004 and i had to dropout of hs and rot in my room for the next 16yrs and have most of what little life i had taken by illness and spine fractures that further delayed me for almost as long as the poverty and ever more abusive mother didfinally in 2020 my fractures had healed enough and my bone density scans were better so i started hrt late yhat summer; my mom had a stroke a couple months later and was removed from my lifei would have died on the street or been raped by my landlord but i was saved from that fate by my online relationships that moved me across the country and kept me safe until i finally met my angel suster wife in jan2024 thru this boardmy very first memory is trans related; being attracted to my cute cousin & being upset i couldnt wear a pretty dress like her; we were like 4; as i got older my feelimgs grew more clear; especially after my first real full limerence love & relationship when i was 11; she was the first person who accepted me how i was and defended me from the endless bullying i got for how feminine i was & behaved; thats probably part of why we didnt last longer than that year; she was straight; i was barely a "boy" at all
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