How the fuck am I supposed to tell if I'm really trans or just completely lost my mind? I can't take this constant mental uncertainty it's all I can think about, I can't enjoy anything anymore because of this retarded obsession. I used to be able to cope by sleeping or drinking but now that isn't working anymore.>Inb4 take your hrt retardAlready tried that and it only made it worse. Not on hrt currently btw.
>>44345973Are you digging the dope?
>>44345973if you've been asking yourself this every day for over a decade and still have accepted the answer you know to be true I don't know what to tell you besides that it won't get better
>>44345973How did it make things worse? Do u have OCD by chance?
>>44345973Accepting that i was faketrans and transitioning was the best thing i ever did tbdesu
>>44346012How do I even know which answer to accept as the truth or not?>>44346035What was once this vague unease and various disconnected ideas turned into something laser focused and identifiable, learning about gender dysphoria and hrt was like opening pandoras box. Yeah I probably have TOCD, and am already on ssris for it but it isn't doing enough to help and actively making my insomnia worse.>>44346038I need to find a way to do this, but part of me doesn't want to/can't let go for some reason.
>>44346038nvke
