the answer is yes but how bad and how do i quit it?on bad days i am incredibly misogynistic, transphobic, homophobic, etc. i never like to act bigoted, but i sure think it. i spend way too much time thinking about it. i've basically psyopped myself.if it was just an intrusive thought, i could shake it off. the problem is, it isn't. there is a disconnect between what i know to be true, and what i believe. i honestly and truly hate women and trans people (among others). i fucking hate that! i am a busy person and i don't have the fucking time to waste on stupid gender politics bullshit! i am literally on hrt!!! i'm missing out on incredibly valuable relationships because i can't get my head out of my own ass!how the fuck do i fix this? i want to accept trans people and women again, but they just disgust me so deeply, man. it's not like i just suddenly woke up one day hating, either. i see evidence everywhere, "ohh my coworker is this, ohh my internet friend is that," like a fucking flat earther. i know i have trauma (ugh) that makes me more ready to believe this exact stupid shit, but cmon man im smarter than that.how do i un-psyop myself? ideally how do i stop latching onto hate and dehumanization at all?
>>44346352you are retarded for asking /tttt/ this questiongetting off of 4chan would be your first step
>>44346352These people are human beings at their core just like you. "evidence" sure, but they're still human. You might be able to see their influence and make a judgement on how they came to be that way, decide its retarded or bad and label them that as a forefont and letting your emotions be the judge. It doesn't feel good to think and operate like that and it sounds like you know that. >ideally how do i stop latching onto hate and dehumanization at allYou just have to let go. You know its wrong. I'm not saying drop all the judgements or value systems but genuinely it's not doing any good for you being so angry and upset. Yes, they're retarded but were retarded for different things. Be upset at shit that actually matters. Are you angry because the world would be a "better place" if those people didnt exist? I eventually realized they aren't the problem.
>>44346352Finding good trans people is tricky, but there are better ones out there. You certainly won't find any here. You simply have to find some that are willing to go against the crowd privately with you, that's it. They could be more introverted, or you could express something slightly controversial that goes against the will of who they associate with and see how they respond. If they aren't willing to evolve between you and them, then it's safe to assume they aren't worth talking to.>>44346869>These people are human beings at their coreWhy did I immediately know upon reading this shit that the rest of what you're going to say is useless? God. Shut the fuck up.>Hornets are insects at their core, bigot. You know it's wrong
Stop thinking so much.
