For years i’ve agonised over being trans. I’ve lamented, I’ve repressed and I’ve hurt myself because of this. its been so long I don’t even really remember a time I wasn’t thinking about it. but now that I have this vial in my hands I don’t know if it’s really what I want. it’s like waiting for years for a new video game but now that its finally out I don’t feel as excited as I should.I think that if I where to pack it away and never look at this vial again I would have another episode like the one that lead my to buying it in the first place but a small part of me really just doesn’t know if this is what I want.
>>44346944this is gonna be me in a number of weeks
>>44346944what was the episode like
>>44346944Just save it until the thoughts come back
>>44346952I did it. I won’t know if I regret it if I don’t.>>44346958Good luck anon>>44347006I broke down, started seriously wishing i was a girl, regretted not starting hrt earlier, started cutting again, did a bunch of research on trooning out and eventually bought injections. it was really the first time this had happened this badly while I had disposable income.
I never hesitated starting E. Just struggling with doubts being a cis man on e fella.
I shot my ass up so fast when i got it.
