Have you considered that all your problems are self inflicted?
>Soey woah jacques
>>44347084no because that's retarded, why would i ever think that?
>>44347094>soibooru nameAre soitroons this retarded?
>>44347084That’s what (((they))) want you to think
>>44347084100% I think i deserve everything that has ever happened to me in my life>birth defects - deserved I was an ungrateful and unloveable child>physically being assaulted, leading to long term health problems - deserved, I was blind to my own drinking and allowed myself into a bad situation>getting date raped - I know better than to take drinks from a stranger>being inappropriately touched - I didn’t respect my own body>house fire - I was too attached to physical items in my life>poverty - I desire more than I can handle so whether consciously or subconsciously me/the universe thinks it’s best for me to suffer>I don’t feel connectivity in sexual situations - I am detached from my body>friendless - I’m too self focused in my own misery and afraid to drag others down with me for long term friendships>bad relationships - I bring out the most toxic traits in others :/>no family - I left home almost 2 decades ago and haven’t gone back because I’m afraid to address my trauma so i don’t feel like I have a home The list goes on and on, but simply enough yeah it’s always been my fault
>>44347282Dnrd, stop making yourself a victim.
>>44347323I don’t know what DNRD means :/
>>44347328It means "didn't read", shorten it to two sentences or less please.
>>44347332Okay, I think I’m used to dcdr,I like to think that this is my way of taking agency and accountability for faults in my life, that if I blame situations or others for bad things happening then I’ll never learn how to escape them. I’m not a victim but rather a self perpetrator
>>44347282Not reading allat
>>44347345I also want to add that I think suffering is good for our souls, like we need to be afraid and suffer in this life to avoid it once we’re dead, like I also think that if we have it too good then we don’t get a soul, like we all have a ghost that lives inside us that will eventually die but like we only get a soul through learning universal truths in suffering ya know, it’s like a supreme comedy of existence
