my old post about this got archived bc my atupid fucking internet connection failed a work. genuinely please how do i make this stop. i hate having these feelings and dreams and losing out on having friends and a family because of it i just want to be a normal straight girl so no one hates me or sees me as a creepy perv or a threat i hate this i hate how i feel i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate myself so fucking much t blockers didnt work nothing works i only had one boyfriend that actually kept me okay with being straight and the stupid faggot ruined it by raping me. i know im not a lesbian and im just trying to fill the void and im. confused because of trauma and growing up without my sister in my life or a good mother i know im not gay i know im not i couldnt be even if i wanted to its not worth even thinking about but i cant stop having these awful dreams i just want to be an acceptable person and a sister worth keeping this timeif i wasnt confused years ago maybe she never would have ended up experimenting with cis and trans girls and treating me weirdly its all my fucking fault i
please there has to be some way to fix me
>>44347198Post titsAlso why not give it a try Also move from yer hometown
>>44347370Look at how well conversion therapies "fixed" people. (it didn't)
>>44347198>had one boyfriend that actually kept me okay with being straight and the stupid faggot ruined it by raping me.Have you tried therapy or just talking about that with someone? Seems like a lot of your issues stem from that traumatic experience. You could also be bi and because of that bad stuff, you're not thinking of men as potential partners rn.But I'm not really good at giving advice. I'm just a stupid guy with my own issues. I'm scared of talking to women outside of my family members, because I got bullied by girls in middle school. I think that affected me more than I care to admit, so I should probably take my own advice and seek therapy or something.
>>44347402Attention whore*
>>44347198Step one: stop downloading a reposting images which make lesbian sex look appealing.
>>44347198You are attracted to women. That's okay.