>be me>realized I was gay at 12>always thought I was just a little short sub bottom boy>fairly effeminate growing up >still was able to hide my feminine side when I needed to, but pretending to be masc always felt fake>start working out and getting into fitness>by the time I’m 18 I’m pretty muscular >start watching straight porn and focusing on women and vaginas more>start fantasizing about having sex with a woman >start jacking off to solo girl porn sometime>start picking up more masculine interests like football, fishing, etc>start making male frat bro friends in college>being masculine starts feeling more natural to me >end up getting drunk and fucking my female best friend >become straight passing, people don’t assume I’m gay unless they’re directly told Now I’m attracted to both men and women sexually, but only men romantically. I like fucking women but could never date one, and I’d consider myself bisexual but homoromantic. However, I’m becoming more and more interested in girls and starting to have some romantic feelings. But it causes conflict with the part of me that wants to be a little sub bottom. I get topped by men and fuck women now. I feel torn between to sides that can’t coexist: the one that wants to be a strong, independent man that fucks women, and the other that wants to be held and cared for by a bigger man. Right now I want to fuck men and women equally, but when I get fucked by men I feel like a loser phagguette, and when I fuck women I start to miss the feeling of a larger, dominant man. Am I turning straight? Can I reconcile these two urges at all? What is the best route for my love life?
>>44392485Finding women to be fuckable husk of flesh that lack a soul or a brain seems to be the current consensus desu baka
>>44392485Wish I knew! Bisexuality is a tragedy. Maybe find someone who you like so much that you forget about you feelings for anything else.
>>44392500Yeah but just using human fleshlights makes me feel lonely. I want to be cuddled by a big man. But I also can’t deny that pussy is amazing
>>44392500>Finding women to be fuckable husk of flesh that lack a soul or a brain seems to be the current consensus desu bakaCrazy how this is truly the only way to suffer through a relationship with a woman. You gotta love pussy so much that you turn your brain off to all the other bullshit.
>>44392485Women are engineered to be hot, and that doesn't make us any less gay
>>44392511What do you look like? Are you a cute twink guy with pretty hair?
>>44392526I’m more twunk now
keep doing what you're doing you will never overcome this problem
>>44392516Is this really what straight men do?>>44392523I just feel like I have this primal sexual instinct to reproduce though. I’m getting interested in some romantic elements though, although I’d still much rather be romanced by a man
>>44392523This is why transitioning is the best counterplay. You can maintain your homosexuality and be the hot girl.
>>44392545So I should choose men and just see women as basically a fetish?
>>44392539Stacy can have you. The problem with gay bottoms is they all want to be lovingly smothered and cared for by a larger man, but that man has to be the size of the hulk because most bottoms are too big.
>>44392559I’m barely 5’7, fortunately or unfortunately
>>44392583Oh oh was you? You literally just sent me a post about Nabokov in gaygen lol. Get over here jeb I'm way bigger than you, I'd love you cuddle you
>>44392595Forgot to hide my tag 0_0I’m also just having trouble finding a man who meets my standards. Maybe I’m too picky
>>44392604Perhaps. Im too picky too a lot of the time. I've had several people from 4chan want to meet up but I've never done it.
>>44392620I’ve usually met guys irl through bars/clubs/parties or through friends, but some online. Usually the irl ones are more compatible. I’ve never met a girl from online
Pussy too good brah
>>44392735Pussy can't be even half as good as bottoming
>>44392739It’s a little better. Plus bottoming is often uncomfortable and definitely not always good, whereas pussy is always pussy.
>>44392804Topping and humping at someone sounds uncomfy. Seems like a lot of work and hard to be in the moment
>>44392847I’ve topped men and fucking a woman is nothing like fucking a man.
>>44392485It's ok to be bisexual. You're not special for not being the same person you were when you were 12.
>>44392858I mean pussy too. I never thought about using my dick for anything like that until recently, and when I do I feel like it could be interesting but also just laborious and extremely awkward. Pussy is cool to look at though.
>>44392874Ahh but I’m not a top, which makes it more complicated. The gay bottom side of me can’t seem to coexist peacefully with the straight side
>>44392930It's okay to have any sort of sex that feels good. Stop making it complicated. The top/bottom dichotomy is fake as fuck.
>>44392904You don’t know it until you’ve tried it. It just feels like it belongs in there. It’s perfect
>>44392938That makes me squirm in a bad way
>>44392936I guess. Only problem is that I’m afraid being with a man long term would make me miss pussy. I’m fine with an open relationship, though, so that’s an option. In fact dating another bi guy would be hot asf, we could double team hoes
>>44392950Sleep around until you're ready to settle down like everyone else. Maybe you'll be in a swinger marriage.
>>44392485Lost my gay virginity ~11 with a friend and had numerous gay sexual partners as a teenager. Started dating girls in my mid teens but didn’t lose my straight virginity until I was 18. At uni, I dated women, but whenever I was single I went to gay bars, got really drunk and ended up satisfying my thirst for cock that way.Now, I’m happily married to an open minded woman who knows that I’m bi. She’s aroused by me talking about my gay experiences and this frequently forms part of our sex life together. Whilst I miss cock, she’s great at incorporating some gay kinks like using a strap on on me. I’ve been fucked by loads of guys but she’s the only person to make me cum hands free. She knows I miss cum and tasting it, so we routinely play with mine.Overall, it’s the best sex I’ve ever had, I have a life partner who I love and is my best friend. We occasionally fantasise about MMF but haven't done it - yet.
>>44392595add my discord savedtimbit
>>44392500>>44392516wtf is this mentally ill degeneracy, total sexist death
If you got over your mommy issues you could find a nice dommy girl and settle downSad
>>44392938maybe if you are uncircumcised and without a condom but circumcised with a condom i barely felt anything and there's so much pressure to last long that i told myself that's a good thing, i even used numbing condoms to last longer. so much pressure to perform well with women. it feels like being compared to everyone else theyve had sex with. compared with guys its just the two of us. probably im just too gay. it wasnt always like that with women but even if i met their expectations they would just turn all clingy but it felt like they were attached to the performance and not me and then i had to feel like i was hurting their feelings. guys are both a lot more chill and enthusiastic
