>saw /femgen/ at 17 "trapmode aesthetics" or ("university") house at 19>anons figured out strat to get on HRT without having boobs (raloxifene is a meme btw if you is on E that's more that Aromatase will convert)>got HRT months before 20>at the same time flunk university because genuinely too slow and too dumb>flunk another university because mentally ill>ran away for several years>applied for tourist visa, got denied, don't have any money to reattempt>tried working in the mean time>tourist visa plan never surfaced again because Russia's Special Military Operation to Ukraine which made airspace hostile which somehow blown from 3 days-2 weeks becoming a whole Russo-Ukrainian War lasting 1600 days/231 weeks and growing>Again no money to reattempt tourist visa to claim asylum so have to work>Got caught, dragged home> mfw almost 10 years on HRT and manmode every single day>ran out of vials so have to save money by cutting food budget for 2 months and ongoingmy transition failedI don't live in North America or Europe or Western europe or the good Oceania countries (Australia/New Zealand), hell, not Russia either, not even the East Asian countries where I might luckshit without HRT. Maybe thirdie like me shouldn't even attempt transition. After all, trooning out is an activity carried out by affluent first-world country dwellers with enough disposable income>>43817764>>43817778https://www.reddit.com/r/4tran/comments/1ubktfa/life_of_a_boymoder
>>44393760edit:>saw /femgen/ at 17 "trapmode aesthetics" or ("How to achieve "trap-mode" aesthetics") at 19>anons figured out strat to get on HRT without having boobs (raloxifene is a meme btw if you have exogenous E that's more that Aromatase will convert)>got HRT months before 20 via QHI, remember those?>at the same time flunk university because genuinely too slow and too dumb>already on vials at this time, there was only estradiol valerate, estradiol cypionate was new. Everyone was still sourcing from Purple Panda Labs and Dragon Ordinance (Sourcing from Alibaba or "Hubei Vanz Pharm" not yet a meta, purity testing is literally nowhere to be seen)>flunk another university because mentally ill>ran away for several years>applied for tourist visa, got denied, don't have any money to reattempt>tried working in the mean time>tourist visa plan never surfaced again because Russia's Special Military Operation to Ukraine which made airspace hostile which somehow blown from 3 days-2 weeks becoming a whole Russo-Ukrainian War lasting 1600 days/231 weeks and growing>Again no money to reattempt tourist visa to claim asylum so have to work>Got caught, dragged home> mfw almost 10 years on HRT and manmode every single day>ran out of vials so have to save money by cutting food budget for 2 months and ongoingmy transition failedI don't live in North America or Europe or Western europe or luckshit just enough to be born in eastern Europe to benefit from free movement and Schengen in general, or the good Oceania countries (Australia/New Zealand), hell, not Russia either, not even the East Asian countries where I might luckshit without HRT. Maybe thirdie like me shouldn't even attempt transition. After all, trooning out is an activity carried out by affluent first-world country dwellers with enough disposable income>>43817764 (Dead)>>43817778 (Dead)https://www.reddit.com/r/4tran/comments/1ubktfa/life_of_a_boymoder
>>44393760do you want tits or not?
>>44393795in the end I rather have tits than not.
>>44393803okso like was your dose too low for 10 years
>>44393832in fact it's either too high or in range.HRT just makes you look 20 when you're almost 30
>>44393832>>44393837Also like my tits grew recently because I stopped being moderately underweight (>17 BMI)
>>44393760You know you can get asylum status in the EU without a tourist visa right?
>>44394716no anon, my passport requires a visa to go there to claim asylum inlandI can't even travel there by foot, or cross there with a boat which they would turn me back in the mediterranian sea anyways.
I look like far right btw
>>44394747Skill issue. Many people do in fact manage to do so.
>>44396237i know it's a skill issue that;s why I am a failure anonelse I won't be making this thread and and having a Seattle polyculethanks for affirming that another 5 years to manmoding.
>>44396237yeah sorry anon I lost the spawn point lottery unlike this person for which cash is a 2 button affair.https://twitter.com/realTpatriot/status/2083833685803982897
>>44396724sorry anon I don't live with a silver spoon in my mouthtried asking other trannies I met from this board and the answers are always:"sorry I am also poor""sorry I am too rich to even care about you""sorry i am too mentally ill to care for myself yet another people"https://twitter.com/realTpatriot/status/2083856182150672398
>>44396525Well you don't have to dox yourself and say where you live, but I think you should look into how other people from your country manage to accomplish it.Pretty much universally that's going to require you to have some money saved.Maybe reach out to organisations that offer material support to trans refugees in potential destination countries..
>>44397322>>44397322I did and all they say to me is "tough luck buddy perhaps you should have parents that would pay for your international school and at the same time you're so retarded for flunking out">>44397322>Maybe reach out to organisations that offer material support to trans refugees in potential destination countries..All they said is "we're short of cash too we can have make concessions for visa but not the airfare and the housing, sorry senpai."
sometimes I wish I was born an American or canadian
>>44393760can you really say it failed before ffs tho
>>44393760I don't really feel empathy towards someone who praise wartime rape against children and women.
>>44400241I Dont do that anon>>44400236For poor people like me, FFS and surgery and shit is a matter of "if" not when because I have to pay it upfront without any woke insurance
>>44400221Same, if I did I would have been able to transition with informed consent instead of being told I was too young to transition and wait until my late 20s at minimum
>>44400334Anon I have to like ask around where to get pills on Facebook and shit and rent an address just to receive 2 mg progynova 25 mg spiro and I still moided as fuck despite starting as a midshit
>>44400306Also we have lower wages than Americans
>>44400354Fuck ):
>>44400362I envy them because clearly with less labor and more worker protection, they get paid like 10x more and can actually buy things because their customs aren't corrupt
>>44400221Maybe an european or australian would be nice too>>44398467
>>44393760Amab androgyny is some of the coolest shit ever it blows that it bring out the very worse homophobia and transphobia. you should love yourself not hide how you want to dress and behave for a decade
>>44402222>quads of truthAnon i want to be pretty. The femboy cope did not and doesnt work for me
>>44402344also anon, androgyny only works in your animaymay, it doesn't work IRL. "androgyny" IRL and you just look like a woman.
>>44400384informed consent would be a savior to me
no one told me that the penalty to chase beauty is an eternal torture
>>44398467Okay, so get a job and start saving money then?Wallowing in self-pity is going to get you nowhere nona
>>44402981the job I am right now pays $200 monthlyI try not to self-pity so much but sometimes it flashes back inside my mind without my consent
There are organizations that provide advice in asylum matters. Seek ones that help trans people get out of your country and follow their advice, they know how to deal with visas
>>44403611They said "come back when you have airfare ready, we can't cover that">>44398467
>claim asylum somewhere >end up in an asylum center with 2,000 Moroccan men
>>44403676one fearI genuinely think why they keep importing refugees that kept their old way of thinking, refuses to be integrated and doesn't speak the national language
>>44403643Yeah? Airfare doesn't cost that much, keep saving up or do a gofundme. You're lucky they can even assist you with visa, usually they just advise on how or what to apply for
>>44403697legitimately what the fuck I remember it used to be $2000
>>44403717You weren't even checking? Get some ADHD meds bruh
>>44393760me & friend are pondering over this thread.Are you russian, ukrainian or someone in middle east and where do you reside?please do let us know, we're betting over this.
>>44405323Maybe give the nona some money on her fuckass ticket, luckshit
>>44405339what makes you think im a luckshit, faggot?
>>44404717I checked, it was like two years or even three years ago.>>44405323I don't but I am sure some Twitter microcelebrity like Qwarz_Atarz and the gf are both Russian and Ukrainian.
>>44405898Alright but whats your ethnicity / nationality?
>>44405923South East Asian
>>44405987Theres no way you're from SEA.You must be from either middle east, slavic of any sort or north africanPlease answer truthfully.
>>44406019Why do you think I am not from SEA? I am curious what tipped you off
>>44406089Mentioned russian & ukrainian war, talks about 200 $ monthly, speaks of how expensive flights & visa stuff is. the war also caused problems w the air too so... yeah
>>44406488anon do you really think the Russian war only affected Russians?Tickets were at least 5x more expensive (also because of COVID-19), I literally am surprised that it was under $700 one way per person now. If I knew that was the case I probably attempted one more time
>>44396724>>44396753privileged white people are so annoying...
>>44407821Privileged white people always think that the World orbits around them...
>>44408968They literally whine the world is over when it's just the Western's golden age and geopolitical standing
>>44408997If privileged white people moan thay "the world is over" then by comparison, The World I am living probably only consists of sand from post-apocalypse then
>>44409067It's not equivalent unless your country's economy is fully dependent on them instead of diversified. After all I'm not talking about collapse, they just treat it like that you know?
>>44409094I dont but sometimes I see Western countries as heaven on Earth
sad i always wonder what became of femgen nonas
>>44409230mine's a cautionary tale reallyMake what you will from itMaybe I am just gravely unlucky or the World just want to see me suffer
>>44407821>>44408968>>44408997>>44409067do browns on this doard do anything but complain about dey wypipo
>>44409891Yes you just don't realize we're brown when we don't mention it
>>44409891everybody goes here to complain about shit, the iwnbaw poster could be a brown just as the incel poster could be a tranny
>>44409891Yeah anon, its almost like, i dont want to be born as a brown if I could
bump bump
>>44409910it's better for me to shut up (about being brown) so you don't use it as a weakness point
>>44409891do wypipo do anything else aside being Optics Nukes?
a
