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is life as a tranny even worth(...) No.44394525
is life as a tranny even worth it?  No.44394525 Archived
I just don't know how much longer I can do this for. Everyday I wake up and see that thing in the mirror and it kills me. No matter how much money I actually save for surgery I'll never have the body I want. I'll never be good enough to be loved, not really, not in the way I want. I just want to find someone who will love me the way I love them. It feels like the best I can ever find is someone who kinda puts up with having me around and it guts me that they don't care about me the same. I never make friends because I'm too broken for anyone to want to be around. My job in construction is like a humiliation ritual for a tranny like me. I wanna die but I'm just not strong enough to do it. I've considered trying to find someone who will put me down because I'm too much of a coward. Someone to feed me an overdose of pills and let me fall asleep for the last time. I wish I was never born. I just want to be a normal woman.
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Anonymous
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 No.44394542
you have to learn to love yourself
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
 No.44394544
 No.44394544
>>44394525
> who will love me the way I love them
And how you love?
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Anonymous
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 No.44394550
>>44394525
It makes me sad I’m not the only one this miserable
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44394578
>>44394550
Miserable creatures are cute!
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Anonymous
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 No.44394621
>>44394578
Its why zoos are so popular
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Anonymous
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 No.44394636
>>44394525
The best thing about being an adult is the fact that you can choose who you want to be
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Anonymous
 No.44394714
 No.44394714
>>44394578
Really? I just feel so defeated and hopeless, everything I try goes wrong. I try to schedule ffs and I can’t figure out how people do this it’s so confusing there’s so many steps and tests I have to get ahead of time and it feels hopeless. It’s like no matter how close I get there will always be some new hurdle i never knew about that appears so everything I try fails.
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Anonymous
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 No.44394936
>>44394714
This is why I don't regret playing video games. They taught me how to complete complex multipart quest requirements
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Anonymous
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 No.44395053
If you were truly depressed you would just date me dumb tranny
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k80d
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 No.44395611
>>44394542
I don't want to learn to love the person I am, I want to make the person I am something I could love.
>>44394544
When I'm in love with someone it's very all encompassing and deep, like I'd do anything to make them happy. It feels like everytime it's not returned though. I meet someone and develop feelings and I love them deeply and they just kinda tolerate me for sex, affection, or favors. I want to be with someone who really cares about me but it seems like I'm never worth actually caring about. It's always a one sided relationship where I'm putting in all the work.
>>44395053
I don't date people who call me a dumb tranny
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44396540
>>44394714
> Really?
Yes? It's like when you see a cat or a dog that's ill or disabled somehow. You understand that this one is special and needs special care, not like other pets, and this one pet definitely needs you, without you it will die, it is not self sufficient like the healthy ones.

> I try to schedule ffs and I can’t figure out how people do this it’s so confusing there’s so many steps and tests I have to get ahead of time and it feels hopeless.
Yeah I couldn't even imagine how hard is it to do all that. You're doing good! Even if you can't get that first time, even with small steps. You learn after all.

>>44395611
> I don't want to learn to love the person I am, I want to make the person I am something I could love.
Actually based.

> seems like I'm never worth actually caring about
Nah, blame them, not yourself. It looks like you worth it.

> I don't date people who call me a dumb tranny
But what about silly puppy.
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Anonymous
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 No.44396937
>>44394525
>is life as a tranny even worth it
No.
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Anonymous
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 No.44396963
>>44396540
puppygirls are an epsteinian psyop
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k80d
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 No.44397436
>>44396540
Yeah but I don't think I am worth it. If I was someone else I don't think I'd care about me either.

God is it really that clockable? I didn't think my dumb dogbrain was that noticeable from just one post. But yeah, I would probably.
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44397832
>>44397436
> God is it really that clockable?
Gotcha.
> Yeah but I don't think I am worth it. If I was someone else I don't think I'd care about me either.
That's low self esteem, traumas and all that you know.
But for someone who knows puppies bloom with proper treatment?
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Anonymous
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 No.44399079
Should I as a cis straight man transition to be able to more effectively date Trans women?
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44399108
>>44399079
Stop trolling and open my pickles please.
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Anonymous
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 No.44399127
>>44399108
Okay *opens your jar of pickles and drinks all the pickles vinegar juice before handing it back to you*
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Anonymous
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 No.44399148
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Just push forward nona. Not all of us will make it, but you don't have much to lose anyway, do you?

Don't just rawdog it, stimulants and dissociatives are a thing. Reserve hard drugs for when/if it'll surely be over though
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44399151
>>44399127
Yay thanks! I don't like the juice anyway!
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Anonymous
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 No.44399167
>>44399151
*eyes widen in horror as the overconsumption of pickle juice causes me to slowly turns shades of green like a thermometer rising*
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44399180
>>44399167
Picklejuice Picklejuice Picklejuice!
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k80d
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 No.44400051
>>44397832
Proper treatment like what?
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Goy’d Mining
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 No.44400969
>>44394525
Autist radiation is immense
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Anonymous
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 No.44402072
>>44394525
FFS
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Anonymous
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 No.44402080
>>44394525
Sure I guess.
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44402904
>>44400051
Like love, attention, care, understanding of puppie's abilites. And of course abuse!
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k80d
 No.44402969
 No.44402969
>>44402904
God that sounds nice, I don't think I'll ever have that though.
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k80d
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 No.44404072
>>44402904
Do you have discord?
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CAFFEINE !!dOd/tmBo8oy
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 No.44404221
>>44404072
firstsoldierofgods
You could try it.
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