manmoder that ran out of hrt here if anyone remembers that thread. i think it's been a week or two since i ran out of estrogen idk my depression is getting really bad again. anyways i relapsed on alcohol again tonight, i couldn't take the pain anymore. i think i'll be able to get another vial in maybe a week or two if diy market doesn't get worse but honestly this feels so bad. this is another blogpost nobody asked for but please nona, remember to stockpile your hrt. death is genuinely preferable to detransition. i'm gonna go drink until it's enough, which it never is. i'll be back to reply ilater if i havent reached retard level drunk. ugly masculinising manmoder out
i hope that you can get back on hrt <3
>>44398156>i'll be able to get another vial in maybe a week or two if diy market doesn't get worsecant afford it or no stock?
>>44398156Maybe try getting a bridge from planned parenthood?
Seek trans communities in your area and ask for some hrt
>>44398156Genuinely my situation rn, im lucky enough to have paid for some now but I still have to wait 2 weeks for it to arrive. Roping looking better and better :(
>>44399387thank u babes <3>>44401666stock issues plus what's available i can't afford with shipping costs. was getting from av before as a terf islander>>44401693nhs is a nightmare so i feel pessimistic about the prospect but ur right i should try. thanks nona>>44401698will do this today. great idea thank u>>44401856im so so so so so sorry sister :'( do u need someone to talk to? i have discord
>>44402447That might be really nice actually :) mine is buttercup133_ if you wanna add me
>>44402558sent u a friend request ^^
>>44398156Milk thistle.
I think I’d just castrate myself if I ended up running out. I’m paranoid about it so I stockpile and keep a little surgical kit with lidocaine, gloves, antiseptic, scalpels, and sutures so I can do it somewhat decently if it ever comes to it.
eat well and take vitamins and stuff. estrogen withdrawal depletes your neurotransmitters and everything shuts down and it feels like death, but its because of chemical starvation
