unironically i think i spent so much time reading what people say about jax online and it like genuinely has driven me so fucking insane all i can think of now is i'm a horrible awful disgusting abusive misogynistic piece of shit i deserve to die people would celebrate my death i don't deserve sympathy and i was wrong for fighting back against my abusive mother and that makes me a violent incel amab. shit lines up so heavily with my life story it's almost surreal, people from my childhood who line up 1-to-1 with ribbit that i eventually abandoned because i hated myself too much and just became this irony-poisoned douchebag for most of my adolescence. and its not even that this is like just a bunch of chuds saying this shit no its other queer people doing this shit and that just amplifies my dysphoria even more as it becomes so crystal clear to me how profoundly male i am and how i'll never be accepted even amongst those who i am supposed to find community with. i was going to come out and now i've just been pushed back in the closet way harder than before because it's i've been given a violent reminder of how people like me are actually seen
>>44400281Take your pills, Greznedge
>>44400281Most teenagers are irony poisoned douchebags and fighting against an abuser is not wrong or specifically violent or masculine OCD is hell though I'm sorry op, people engaging in Jax discourse online are like almost 100% retarded and shouldn't be thought about. You can always become a better and happier person though don't let cartoon discourse kill you like that.
>>44400335this, and please go outside like enjoy the weather meet some people get a refreshing drink or whatever there is so much to the world beyond whatever the fucks being said online and if you're like distressed about your past or something just build a better one you can look back with less anguish in the future
>>44400281lmao at the fact you needed to be similar to jax for this to happen to you. the mere fact i'm a tranny did it for me. i derived my self hatred from base principles
>>44400403no i've felt this way my whole life, it's just the reception to jax has made it a lot more intense recently
>>44400281how about you stop repressing take hrt put on the dog collar and become my live in house pet-fat ugly bastard
>>44400438people hate trannies and like to use the specter of amab predator to stir up similar sentiment. if you wanna take hrt just do it because your desire to wont go away and people are always going to be shit to trannies. remember the whole point of the damn show is that repping does not work and can cause issues for yourself and those around you.
>>44400482>>44400505i've been on diy since june
>>44400529Fantastic, I hope you feel better now. Jax was a good thing for me because there are many more women that suit my prefrences now.
>>44400563actual scumbag rapist
>>44400586I'm flattered
>>44400563what?
>>44400281A hit (inflatable tranny cuck)dog will holler.Maybe you should do some introspection for once, instead of endless self-pity. What am I saying, self-pitying comes almost as easily to you shemales as lying does.
>>44400281LMAO just stop acting like jax retard
>>44400586he already said he was fat, no point in repeating it
>>44400281I was once in your place and it drove me to two suicide attempts, it sucks. OCD is evil, please get yourself on SSRIs as soon as you can, make sure they know about the OCD as higher doses are required to treat it. It will help things massively. I believe in you.
>>44400281Jax was a disgusting piece of shit. If you see yourself in him then yes there was a serious problem.But if you're grown from that and become a better person, it's okay. People make mistakes. People do shitty things.Jax didn't become a better person before he died and didn't really reconcile with anyone other than Pomni and that was for a few brief moments.You don't have to be like him. You can become a better person. Everyone has done shitty things.
ive given up on trying to fight moral ocd. ive just accepted im a horrible person and spend 99% of my time wallowing in self hatred in my room. it doesnt matter anymore. no amount of "people change" will undo what i did, the version of me that lives in others' heads hasnt changed at all, and the harm ive done doesnt just magically get erased. i dont think ive actually changed at all anyway. maybe its not OCD anymore at this point, when i just fully believe it.
>>44401101>no amount of "people change" will undo what i didtell us, what'd you do, nona? Nobody'll know, it's anonymous.
Can someone explain this character and why many homosexually aligned individuals identify with it
>>44400281At 23 I thought I was an iredeemable piece of shit over my moral failures. My ego responded by doubling down and embracing antisocial outbursts and patterns. My conscience responded by becoming an alcoholic to avoid thinking about it. So I understand identifying with Jax, because I saw myself in the space between Jax being an asshole publicly and Jax coming apart at the seams privately. I had the benefit of 27 years between my own inciting incident and watching my shadow play out in TADC. Basically I'm over it, and my reaction to Jax was 1. Empathy for Gooseworx, 2. Relief that someone else out there understood.As cliche as it is, time and distance makes the pain manageable. You can't undo what you've done, you can't fix the damage you caused in other people's minds, but you can and should move forward with being a better person. The only failure that is complete is one you refuse to learn from. Also consider that time and distance making the pain manageable also works on the people you hurt or otherwise let down. Try to take comfort in the fact that this is part of the human condition, all of us fail, every single one of us. To think that YOU and YOUR failures are somehow unique or special is natural, but to hold on to that is self destructive narcissism. Let it go. Move on. Be better. That's all there is to do.
>>44400281Jax is an ass hole and the message of the show was to idolize characters like zooble and ragatha who had similar queer struggles but didn't let it turn them into ass holes
>>44400281the real life version of jax (leeroy) got to actually transition, is healing and is a good person.the jax that got into the circus was a homeless jax, in the closet, traumatized and with lots of issues that couldn't be solved due to her being in the circus (digital torture chamber).
>>44400931>diedWhat happened to him is worse than death.
>>44401243He's an abuse goblin/kapparot chicken of Gooseworx's pre-trooning self. Goose also gets sexual pleasure from torturing him. His story ends with him getting mindbroken then sent to Petplay Hell, where he spends the rest of his days in an aquarium tank with everyone else who got mindbroken then sent to Petplay Hell. After TADC's finale debuted on YouTube, Goose posted a sketch showing that he could have avoided this fate if he trooned out. This sketch also shows that the Jax who trooned out is a transbian literal cuck.
>>44401449>and is a good personAnd also a cuck with an inflation fetish.
>>44400281I did the exact same... I ruined it because I hated myself and was worried about literal scenarios that never would of happened. I pushed them all away because of my stupid male ego.
>>44400281i can't help you; i don't relate to identifying with shitty characters
>>44400281It's just a fictional character anon.
>>44400281Am I literally the only tranny that relates to Ragatha? I didn't like Jax and yeah I felt bad about them dying but at the same time they were the one causing problems for everyone else but refused to fix any of it so I wasn't sad they were gone. I understand that's a toxic way of viewing very hurt people like Jax and I think less of myself for it but that's just the piece of shit that I am and why I have to make up for it by being as good as I can to everyone.
>>44401243Basically imagine if Bojack Horseman was written by Bojack Horseman and he was also a fag.
>>44402607also ragatha tranny>>44401425Zooble is a literal sexual predator, drove two people towards suicide, but somehow it's fine because she used her divine wombness afab privilege to do it.the show is about visualising what the misandry produced by patriarchy does to the upbringing of an repressed mtf
>>44402897>>44401425 (You) #>Zooble is a literal sexual predator, drove two people towards suicide, but somehow it's fine because she used her divine wombness afab privilege to do it.When the hell did they do any of that?
>>44401298This.
>>44402897I love the interpretations people have of this shit fcking show
