You know the ordeal. I'm feel like i could basically just a cis man on hrt now, but now i know thats a lie, its so much more fucked. or not, i dont know. i discovered more about my AGP and ive realize this took and is taking up alot more fucking space in my life than i expected, theres alot of it, and literally everything i do potentially is agp or something of that extent, its fucking insane, i literally feel like i could be one of the reporting subjects in mens trapped in mens bodies. Kill me now. But it's to be expected.Anyway, I guess i still feel fine. Im an agp tranny zoomer moid faggot or whatever, i already know. I just have to deal with it now. Either im going to rep my ass off or fucking troon out, i dont know. i keep asking this question but dont find an answer, i feel like im spiralling. I literally have an entire fucking female persona i could be loving as a literal woman, or something. I'm totally fucking mindraped. This has been harder than I expected. God help me now, or just fucking strike me down already please, im so fucking sick of this shit. Atleast i can still somewhat manmode
>>44401380also some minor spelling and grammatical errors because im pretty much schizo right now
>>44401389No, it's good. Shitty grammar is writing soul because it shows you probably didn't use ai
>>44401433fair enough.I feel the succubus is going to consume me soon. theres nothing telling me how long ill last in this state. which is fine, whatever happens down the line is just pretty much what is going to happen. i wont make any qualms about it.My "performance" as a "man" will end soon. I'm just some evil creature or something. The Jews have been successful in raping me, i guess. It's probably over to be honest. I also found out i might also have severe dysphoria, i actually dont know though, truthfully. I still have to rip my brains out of my skill to figure anything out. I'm destroying myself in the process.God help me, i guess. This will be quite a thing, seeing everything that will (probably) unfold now.Trooning out could be an option i guess, for real this time. I don't know when though. Maybe never. Am I still a man? Probably, right? So I have nothing to worry about. Maybe I could get past through this, I dont know. I still seem to be putting up a fight. FML NGMI
>>44401515or i could just be overdramatizing the shit outta this idk
Do i stop being a pussy and just troon out already? Or do i blow the brains? Which one der i do fellas, i dont quite really dont know. maybe id to actually explain my agp in actually more context for you guys.It's whatever
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>>44401515>I feel the succubus is going to consume me sooni knew i wasnt schizo for feeling this way. unironically sometimes i think i was possessed or something (i guess that makes me the possessor?)
>>44402243It only means that you're not alone. You both still could be schizo
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>>44402509how do i know if im schizo?
>>44404634I dunno, but the psych appointment I made to ask this question is tomorrow. I'll report back if the thread still exists
