Please give me the courage to go buy more needles from the pharmacy. I must inject more grain alcohol into my balls.
I'm not even scared of needles but you couldn't make me do this shit with a gun to my head holy shit
>>44404542I'm more afraid of having to ask the pharmacist for needles rather than actually injecting.
>>44404523Is this an actual thing? How much pain numbing meds do you need to try this?
>>44404523Never understood how some people gained the courage to do it. I get that dysphoria can get bad but I know it can never be that bad.
>>44404556I want to preface this by saying you shouldn't actually do this, I'm only doing it because I'm extremely desperate and mentally ill. The only pain reliever I've used is alcohol and ibuprofen lol.>>44404563The whole reason I'm doing this is actually because I'm too much of a coward to ever truly transition, but I hate testosterone and having functional male reproductive organs.
>>44404523At least do it like effy, surgically. Not like this, it doesn’t really work well and needs surgical removal eventually bc necrosis
>>44404588Why do you hate your cock and balls
>>44404588just fucking troon and get orchi from a qualified surgeon you FUCKING LUNATIC. repping is the mental illness, not trooning
>>44404599I already injected everclear into my balls multiple times anon... I just need to do this until they completely die.>>44404603I'm TOCD and psyoped myself into believing I'm gender dysphoric and trans, but I never cared about them anyway so it's not a loss for me.
>>44404630get some help bruh like you aint good
>>44404662I actually told my therapist about what I did and even he doesn't know wtf I should do.>>44404624If only it were that simple
This thread is more proof trannies are homophobic. If transgenderism didn't exist we wouldn't have self hating gay men trying to castrate themselves.
>>44404682uh give him some time to think it out cuz u def need some help BIG TIME like shit could go wrong in so many diff ways
>>44404696I'm a straight cis man actually.>>44404699Probably but at this point I'm willing to risk it, doesn't even seem like a big deal to me anymore.
>>44404718no bro you are going to be in unimaginable levels of pain just get help dont be fucking retarded
>>44404738Again I've actually already done this, so far I've injected around 14-15ml of 76.5 percent alcohol into my balls, and I'm planning to inject more, like 3ml per teste at a time. The pain is bearable albeit unpleasant for a couple days.
>>44404682>>44404768why is it simpler to inject everclear into your testicles than transition?
>>44404630>>44404588I have a question Answer seriously Do you like Hazbin Hotel and The Amazing Digital Circus And did those shoes influence your life and thought processes at all? As in you relate to the characters and writing.
>>44404768>76.5 percent alcoholisnt there higher percentages or would that also be bad or is that like only specific regions
>>44404588I'm considering doing this myself. I am a HRT Repper who has no desire to troon myself out though. When I get the removal after the ever clear destroys my balls, how do I hide my gyno? I don't want them to think I am a tranny
>>44404853>When I get the removal after the ever clear destroys my balls, how do I hide my gyno? I don't want them to think I am a trannyyou are literally a tranny just get orchi from a surgeon what the fuck is happening
>>44404788Good question, I live with parents who know I'm some type of repper and thus check my mail in case I order anything. I've also given up completely on actually transitioning due to being unable to pass and I don't want to look like a freak by taking hrt and manmoding.>>44404818Haven't watched either, besides the first episode of Hazbin Hotel years ago.>>44404845It's just the highest I found at my local liquor store, I'm planning to go somewhere that's selling 96 percent pure ethanol later today or at least sometime this week. >>44404853Wear a binder or tape down your gyno. I seriously would not recommend doing this unless you absolutely need to, try to get them professionally removed. Although I don't blame you if you resort to doing it.
>>44404900>I live with parents who know I'm some type of repper and thus check my mail in case I order anythingare you a legal adult? if not, log off 4chan now>I've also given up completely on actually transitioning due to being unable to pass and I don't want to look like a freak by taking hrt and manmodingthis line of thought is completely intolerable. you're choosing to live in fear and regret and depression. and i'm afraid there's nothing anyone else can do for you once you make that choice. buck up, slugger. you're not as mogged as you think you are. living with your unsupportive family is giving you a mental illness
>>44404941>are you a legal adult?Unfortunately I'm in my mid twenties
>>44404962ok, so if your parents are literally "the color purple"ing your mail the most reasonable thing to do is rent a post office box while you save money to move out
>>44404983I'm planning to move out and get a job I just can't at the moment.
>>44405006ok but rent a po box and get anti-androgens delivered there instead of to your house so that you don't feel compelled to inject your body with everclear
>>44404523Okay I have done it, injected 5ml of 60 percent alcohol into each teste, hit a vain on the second one and it bled a lot but switched locations partways through the injection and was fine.
>>44405413I might try this too nona. How many times have you done it, do you know how many times I’d need to to kill them?
>>44405413you can't tell me with a straight (trans) face that your parents don't notice you bleeding from the crotch all over the bathroom but would notice a small unmarked package of anti-androgens
>>44405413please get help this sounds dangerous asf
>>44405492Look like I said earlier I can't in good faith recommend that you do this, although I understand why you would. From what I've seen it takes around 30ml of alcohol total at least to totally kill the balls and this isn't all at once, it takes multiple injections to do it. I usually do as little as 1ml to as much as 5ml at once.
>>44405514I'm currently in an apartment alone actually.>>44405530Yeah it probably is
>>44405561orchiectomy anon are you still with us
>>44405561>I live with my parents>I'm currently in an apartment alonebotbros... not like this...
