I just KNOW that if I had a gf I never would’ve taken e. If I had a gf not only would I have someone to distract me from my intrusive thoughts I’d also have someone to appreciate my masculine body and make me feel like it’s useful. But my retarded incel ass was too scared to ever talk to anyone so it didn’t happen
>>44406707You'd have wore your gf's panties in secret
>>44406707you would have felt really weird when she inevitably accidentally called you good girl during sex and your relationship would have gradually deteriorated from there on without you even really realizing it or understanding why and then after its inevitable dissolution and regaining your independence and autonomy you'd begin taking etrust me
>>44406707same, the reason I trooned out is because I was still a virgin at 25 years old and too scared to talk to a girl
>>44406707If i wasn't an ugly incel i would've probably become a john 50 living vicariously through my wife but still secretly wanting to troon>>44406833like this
>>44406737no that’s cringe, I just needed someone to perform masculinity for and keep my mind in check>>44406833ur just projecting onto me, I’m not actually trans, I just got confused and wouldn’t have if I had better guidance
>>44406737not OPthat absolutely would happen with meI always planned to wear feminine clothes as an adult in secret since i was a child lmaothen I would take E because then I would have noticed my disgusting moid body>>44406707find a better cope OP
>>44407017I’m not like u I’m not actually trans I only thought about this shit bc I’ve lived a life of constant loneliness and isolation and had nothing to distract me from these intrusive thoughts
>>44407056So you're a repper (hence trans) got it
>>44407094I think anyone who has as much social difficulty as me could be convinced they are trans. gender is a social construct after all and anyone who didn’t have proper socialization could easily be confused
>>44407056ok but why do u have those intrusive thoughts in the first place?
>>44407483uh bc im mentally ill and socially isolated? anyone in my position would have thoughts like this
>>44406707Fag
>>44407654Then what's stopping you from detransitioning?
I had a girlfriend once and it only made it worse
>>44409028sunk cost, also it wouldn’t change anything id still be terrified of everyone
>>44406833Why would a woman call her bf good girl>>44406937I’ll force you off e off you date me and make you man up anon
>>44406707One incel troons, 20 incels become not terrorists from fucking her
>>44409062that sounds nice are u a tranny
Im also a stupid fucking truecel but cutting grass for 15$ an hour hired me the next day and money makes it hurt less Im so unlikely to reach out to anyone or even understand whats so fucked but also like. Mmmf house fuck everyone who thinks im shit
>>44409129If you have finished decorating your room your first house you are fucked
>>44406707I used sphinx salt precognition to see what would happen if I stayed with the only girlfriend I ever had and apparently I just rep til 38 instead of getting with my best friend and repping until 27 like I did in this reality.
