>be me, 15>fleeting tranny thoughts at most>jerk off almost daily imagining having sex with women>be me, 21>retard (straight?) boymoder watching new spiderman movie with friends>so down bad for tom holland that i can barely focus on the movie and it genuinely ruined my appreciation of it as a filmi'm being so fr what are the implications of this? is it possible to repress attraction to men that hard or is meta attraction just that powerful?
>>44416543Kys
>>44416543meta-attraction, anon. you're imagining how big and manly he is compared to you; how his cold, callused hands could grab at your supple, soft boymoder flesh; how his masculine voice could tease you and eek out pathetic little whines from you. or something like that.
>>44416543straight men dont become meta attracted boymoders. the surge of testosterone makes everyone horny and straight porn is whats most available and you dont know yourself well enough yet atp to know you wouldnt enjoy sex with a woman
>>44416543I have a theory that some trannies have reverse meta attraction before transition
>>44416551working on it>>44416569ok sure but also i like his smile and would commit crimes to be in a long term relationship with him. and also i'm almost entirely unattracted to women (and myself if that matters). i haven't read blanchard so idk but is all of that still consistent with meta attraction?>>44416597this makes more sense to me but it's still genuinely bizarre i don't relate to past me at all
>>44416602common snoy w take
>>44416618I mean it makes sense, right? Mistaking envy for attraction and all, then adding easy pornography access.
>>44416606there isnt a lot of good porn of guys. i was so scared of men in porn at first. but i knew i was attracted to dick because i liked trans, futa and blowjobs so that i could look at dicks without my fear of men. it felt safer and cleaner and i told myself it was just a dick fetish caused by porn but i knew that was bs. then i found sensual erotica type stuff in black and white or tastefully composed photographs that felt safer and thats when i started self inserting as the woman. i was afraid of men and being gay despite being attracted to them. a lot of porn is scary and vile
>>44416685>a lot of porn is scary and vilewait i feel this so much, the first time i opened a porn website i wanted to throw up. i also relate to the futa thing but i figure that just makes me even more faketrans because obviously i wanted to be the futa or whatever
You already made this post.
>>44416742why would anyone be faketrans in 2026? maybe 2021
