>Be me>Thinking>Ive always had a sort of fixation on heels>Like I didnt even learn in small ones I learned to wear them in 4in ones>Hmmm>Well why could that be?>Well I remember when I first started transitioning I really enjoyed the sound they made when I was walking>That same sound is directly associated with that teacher that molested me>Every time I sperged out in class and was in a ton of trouble you could hear her heels clicking and getting closer>And the punishments were always some deranged shit like locking me in a closet with bars on the window for a day>Now I did come out as trans as a pre-teen and before I actually knew what sex was or was interested in it>And this was still after she molested meIs there a way to put a genie back in a bottle? I realllllllllly dont want it to be that my elementary school teacher put me on the road to hellfucknightmare world.
>>44417603for me i always used to get made fun of for being too girly and now i don't have a ppi try not to think about it too muchi also have a fixation on heels and pantyhoses and stuff and wear them a lot as a result
