>gaming with online friend (male)>just watching him stream on disc >been doing this for months>its just the two of us>"hey nona, just wanted to tell you that I really care and worry about you">"I've enjoyed hanging out with you recently and I think I'm crushing a little bit haha">extreme fight or flight kicks in>leave call instantly and block him on all platformswhy why why do I do this he could have been special he could have loved me and I pushed him away like I push everyone away
>>44418918Unblock him and apologize
lol
i love the posts where someone is given the world on a silver platter and says "no" for literally zero reason it makes me feel good about my life
>>44418928I can't face him again its over
>>44418918Unblock him and fix this, you fucking moron
>>44418960this was almost a month ago how am i supposed to go back on this without seeming like im some kind of desperate e-whore who ran out of other options?? genuinely
>>44418958It's fine he'll understand
>>44418984Literally just tell him that you feel the same and got scared. That's literally all you have to do, be honest.
troon up and be honest and vulnerable then you can both move on and you will laugh about it laterworst that can happen is he tells you to fuck off? you'll get over it.
>>44418984why would he think that at all lmao, just apologize & be honest w him you damned bozo
idk if i could tell him that i might feel something for him too but i might unblock him i need to sober up sorry i get really stupid when im alone
>>44419068>>44418984I’m a cisman and honestly if this happened to me my self-esteem would be so crushed that that’s what I would assume if she came back.
>>44419133are you serious rn or are you just fucking with me
>>44419133It's still better that she at least tries instead of letting it fester for even longer. Trying is better than doing nothing in this situation
>>44419158I am serious. Not trying to discourage you from contacting him. I’m just letting you know that yes, there are consequences for when you hurt people’s feelings and that you should be prepared for not everything to work out. >>44419171Yeah I agree.
>>44418958Yes you can you idiot Do it or you’ll regret it on your deathbed
at least try and make things right
>>44419183>>44419192i hurt him i hurt him i cant let that go i dont know if i can live with that just the fact that i did at all makes me wanna vomit and even if he forgives me for it i dont think i can let that go i shouldnt be around him im bad for him
>>44419206>i shouldnt be around him im bad for himThat's for him to decide. You already made a decision for him and fucked things up once. There's still time to possibly fix this. If he wants nothing to do with you because of it, then nothing changes. But maybe you'll be able to fix things and get your bf eventually. Punishing yourself doesn't help anyone
>>44418958Its only over if you refuse. If you care for him or hell even yourself you WILL talk to him.pushing him away and cutting himout your life would be a cruelty. Face him and your wrongdoings or you'll never get better. I hope you find the strength and love within yourself and apologize to him.
>>44419206Even sending him this thread is better than ghosting
>>44419206Stop being a selfish moron. You're more concerned about the fact that you feel guilty than the fact that this guy probably thinks you blocking him was his fault. Something similar happened to me once and I can confirm that nothing is worse than the feeling you get after randomly being blocked by someone you liked. Go talk to him.
Unblock him and send him a message right fucking now
ok i messaged him but he needs to re-accept my friend request before I can actually send him anything and it's really late so now I get to stay up all night and obsessively hope he accepts
>>44419349please update us as soon as you hear from him nona i'm very invested
>>44419349I hope he leaves you on read you schizo cunt
>>44419537i agree this level of mental illness needs to be handled before sucking the life force out of this man
young insecure love
1 sided love
help
>>44419957carve his name in your skin and send it to him
>>44419957This guy is an angel
>>44419957Say yes you are ok and that it's not an emergency or anything, and then tell him the truth and then apologize for ghosting him and explain why you did so
>>44419957Only took a little over an hour. You better not fuck this up
>>44419957just be fucking honest you retard
calling him gonna try not to make it weird thx for the push maybe i can salvage this
>>44420168This man is a fucking saint, holy shit
>>44420168you don't deserve that guy but congrats I guess
>>44420183Simp*
Should've been me
if you were really friends you would not have blocked him for a month you are just emotionally manipulative
>>44420220ive never really had friends except for one guy in college but he eventuallu just got me drunk and molested me so since then ive run away from interacting with ppl especially when it gets too much for me emotionally i dont mean to manipulate anyone i just isolate myself
>>44420254Understandable, but don't do it again. This guy seems like a nice guy. Don't let your fear steal nice things from you.
>>44420372I think I love him maybe idk it's scary but im just gonna try to let this happen I want him to be happy
>>44420387You gotta make sure that you didn't absolutely trash your relationship first nona
>>44420395im still talking to him but i think its okay
>>44418918>>44418918how do i find a tranny to do this with? ive never had this with a trans girl and im jealous
not me jealous reading this thread the day after uploading porn of myself while having a bf
>>44418984Just tell him you panicked because you thought he deserved better. Tell him you are sorry.He may still be thinking about you and wondering what he did wrong, don't leave him hanging!
>>44420560Kys
