>finally pass and get bf >never been in a relationship before>love him more than anything>he loves me like a lot>genuinely cannot comprehend why anyone would love me >baffled any time he expressed he loves me even years later Am I a bad person? I'm not taking his love for granted but also I can't fully appreciate it purely because I don't understand. This is before I even touch on the autosexual stuff which makes me feel like even more of a piece of crap.
just take it as it is and dont focus on it too much, ive ruined so many good things wondering why some men loved me. tried too hard to find an answer to never find one and soon resented them. i wish i didnt hate myself
>>44419187CUTE and NEED. do not be an overbearing bitch nona. he loves you
>>44419187Its alright nona, you will eventually figure it out yourself too