what is the point of even trying when no matter what we cant actually be the same as women? why try when youre but a freak to all? is suicide the only good option for a tranny? honestly what option is there? its either that or live in agony as a monster, an ogre to all who see or hear of you. its funny how many people pity us. they pretend to care but nobody does really. we are all alone in a world that treats us like pure evil never to look how you wish. being a tranny is worse than hell.
speak for yourself? I'm marrying my boyfriend who loves me
I'm happy, but I definitely became a super villain. There's no way you don't under all the pressure. Normgroids and zombies making you question faith in a loving god. At best you learn no to blame people, the same way you don't blame a dog for eating its own shit.
>>44422074because the alternative is death, a hard life is better than no life at all.
>>44422112it may be a me thing but my area would beat you to death for being this way. I used to be deep i to booze to repress this shit I wish I went back.
>>44422101how do you think of the majority of people as just wrong? I find it hard personally to ignore the "kill yourself"s and "you will never be a woman"s and "youre a freak"s. idk how one can easily ignore that imo. I always think about that and its a big think in my suicidal thoughts lol.
>>44422074It's the best method of coping with a cruel mental illness. Very few of us are lucky and successfully transition, but most don't. We either learn to tolerate our flaws and find other ways to make this life meaningful or die. I feel the exact same honestly. Like I'm chasing an unobtainable dream while being humiliated and socially isolated in the process. The process of transitioning is actual hell
>>44422074being a tranny > suicide > being a man
>>44422185you can manmode or honmode and you will still be socially isolated regardless, because you will look uncanny either way.
>>44422185yeah. we are isolated, harassed, and attacked so we can be ap cruel mockery. imo I lost all hope in being happy. ive lost enough people to this curse that I realize that I should have tried harder to not be this way. honestly id say either repressing or suicide would be a better option. ill fill the stereotype of committing suicide as a tranny so I guess theres that :3if only liquor still worked
>>44422154>how do you think of the majority of people as just wrong?They prove it every day, don't they. Their ignorance. Their bad taste. The way they let hostile ideologies, religions, and intelligence agencies trample all over brains, and their autonomy. They don't know better. They don't. And not for a single nanosecond should you let their judgment penetrate.
>>44422154Letting people's words hurt you is a choice. Disregard opinions of retarded people, simple as.
>>44422188imo suicide trumps all that. even as a cis person life would be shit just look around.
>>44422218maybe strangers i can get but my family and friends too idk. I feel like im hurting them being this way lol.
>>44422214still being trans means you are a monster to everyone. even if you dont take their words as right they still beat you and attack you for being this way. its hard to care about yourself in the slightest at that point imo.
>>44422220Ehh, I used to be suicidal but now I'm just indifferent to death.Being a tranny reduced a lot of my dysphoria. And there are still bugs out there for me to look at, birds to feed, etc.>>44422243Normies always hated me and they're barely alive anyway. They're bots blindly carrying out an algorithm fed to them as children.
>>44422074I recently saw a barely passing girl sitting with her girl friends chatting idling and she fit in perfectly (other than some aspects of her looks). I pass and I have some women I am friends with. You too can be happier if you stop being an internet loner.Sereous challenge to all trans women and girls here: start learning a hobby, go to a meetup for that hobby, and try integrating into a group of girls with the same hobby you have. Try that at least 3 times if you fail once. If you need to, just do it to prove me wrong.Just please, for the love of the trans goddess that gives you lifeforce, try it. Trust me, other women don't bite. (Unless they are autistic lesbians and are dating you, but that's a different situation.)
>>44422463>Just be passing and conventionally attractive like me! Women will love you, trust me!Why do you people always lack even an ounce of self-awareness?
>>44422074im happily married to my beautiful decade younger russian wife; in every respect besides my disability/pain and some recent mental struggles- my life has never been betterim too flat thats my biggest dysphoria issue; and secondary to that my age is starting to show clearer signs of catching up with me besides my natural silvergrey hair color; which im quite fond of actually; but seeing age begin to be more noticable in my face is worrying; i hope i will have a chance to be truly happy with myself and complete for atleast a few years still but ill be 40 next monthstill; being trans has actually brought me everything of my life today; well that is to say- if i was not trans; if i had repressed and not finally started hrt when i did; i would indeed not be alive today and my poor wife would never have known my infinite love; she would have married her ex and ultimately been unhaply and unfulfilledmy goddess also was critical in me reaching the life i have today; she shaped me and kept me alive and safe and hopeful to the bitter end and then finally at my lowest point she brought the miracle of my angel wife into my life; and everything is so much better nowi dont care if the world and everyone here senselessly hates me; i know im a decent and good person and there isnt a single other soul like me on this planet; not with my beautiful idealism and total obsessive devotion to romantic limerence love all of my life; even my goddess & eventual religion came from those feelings; the way i am made to loveall that ever mattered was reaching the intense kind of love i exist for & being myself so i could shine brightly enough to be loved back in the same wayi reached that; im happyim a disabled hs dropout; my spine is fractured/deformed & im in endless physical pain & have frequent panic attacks from my traumatic life experiences & heartbreaks wearing me down- but i still made it; i feel better abt myself than ever before; & im loved for exactly who i am
>>44422091there’s 10 of us for every one of you. you know that, and clearly your life isn’t all that great if you’re on here to brag about it lmao
i can only wonder what its like to be cis het
