no one wants an asexual, no one wants to get into a relationship knowing they'll never get laid. i'll never get into an organic relationship because as soon as they find out i'm asexual i can see the light fade from their eyes.why couldn't i have been aromantic instead? why do i have to feel romantic feelings for others and not have them reciprocated just because i don't think the idea of having a dick up me or rubbing clits is hot?i wish i could feel normal and relate to those around me.