I can't even get one day without getting shit from people, it's my 20th and the only person who even bothered was my brother who'd hate if he found out I was a bi tranny.Just fuck, the only joy I even get now is drinking and chatting to older men online who don't even know me, literally spent the whole day alone to drink because I just want one day without being called son, bro or my fucking name, sure I only started hrt shortly after my nineteenth so I still have a long way but constantly getting reminded that I can never be who I want is hell. I know this is pathetic but can someone just lie to me and say it'll get better? I know I'm basically fishing for compliments but wtf do you even do in my position, idk how to talk to strangers irl or hell, how to even get in contacts with other lgbt people here, it's fucking pathetic I get more comfort from ya'll than literally anyone else, like even the horrible shit people say is more comforting cause at least I get acknowledged for being a fag.
>>44427942happy birthday nonaa, idrk what else to say because im kinda retarded but hope it will end up okay wagmi!
>>44427942Enjoy the birth, sorry you're drinking alone. I'd at elast join you, but I have an appointment in the morning. Idk, all the people I met on here were either the result of being drunk and/pathetic. Alternatively, just find someone in a thread you vibe with and respond to them. Just keep it going and sometimes people are open to keeping in contact
>>44427942Happy birthday bisshue
>>44428473Thanks!>>44428535Yeah, I ended up passing out shortly after posting so sorry I didn't replay faster, I'll probably join in next time there's like a friendgen or something, I'm just sick of always being around straight people desu, like I just want to feel safe with someone without the chance of getting stabbed for "acting gay">>44430988Thank you!
