>one chance at life>should've been a normal male with a wife and kids>instead end up dumb tranny who lets a real man fill her fake pussy with semen dailyI think about how shameful what I'm doing is at least once a day. Feels like I got struck by a "make my life a weird joke to normal people" beam before I was even born. How do you cope with your life turning out like this, /tttt/?
I actively turn down attractive women who show interest in me because at this point I only want dickThe incel moid I was in highschool would execute me for this shit lol
>>44428917How you so insecure if you're getting dick daily?
>>44428939>because at this point I only want dickI mean same, but I'll never know if that feeling is genuine or just because I have a vagina now. I never did anything with women in my entire life so I have nothing to compare this to...
>>44428917>How do you cope with your life turning out like this, /tttt/?Pretty well, actually.There's nothing to cope with. I wanted to be a submissive tranny so I got what I wanted.Just woke up before my husband and will be brewing coffee so we can both have breakfast.(un)fortunately I clicked on your post and now I'm thinking of waking him up with a blowjob.Either way, my biggest problem today is that I'll be horny at work.>so I have nothing to compare this toI do. Being a wife is both sexually and emotionally more fulfilling.I actually feel loved in a way I never felt by a gf and, c'mon, it's great to have your srussy plapped.>>44428939based.
>>44428917This bitch, complaining about winning. >.>
>>44429149>I wanted to be a submissive tranny so I got what I wanted.>Being a wife is both sexually and emotionally more fulfilling.>it's great to have your srussy plapped.I agree with all of this. It's just annoying and embarrassing that I had to be a tranny though...
>>44428990Not op but I was utterly miserable in my grindr slut phase
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>>44429011Most women never do anything with women. If you’re happy with men there’s really no reason to question it.
>>44430789>embarrassingto whom?you/we did the best we could given the circumstances.>>44430795nta but being a grindr slut is always miserablebeing a freeuse slut for the man you love is fulfilling and hot tho.
bro this is cursed. my future is beyond fucked
>>44432707>my future is beyond fuckedWhy is that?
>>44428917"My lobster is too buttery" ahh life
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>>44428917idk
im living basically the same life and im pretty happy but sometimes i get moments of, for lack of a better term, lucidity, and it feels fucking bizarre how my life turned out
>>44428917> I have a wonderful life and a great boyfriend who loves me and cares about me> Am I fucked?OP, fuck you.
>>44428917the way i cope when living basically exactly the same life is by being extremely happy that i was able to have a life i thought was completely unattainable back when i was in my teens. i wish i didnt have to be this way, but i am and i've "made it". i'd rather be happy as a tranny than unhappy as the man i used to be.
>>44434889yeah i basically live the same life i would have if i was a boy only i get penetrated instead of the other way around..why does it matter so much how i have sex
>>44434998i mean honestly if i were a cis man i would have probably lived a very different life. probably would have finished my time in the military, got a job at some nuclear power plant, settled down with a nice girl, had a few kids, and gotten the whole white man middle class life. instead ive been bouncing around careers forever, get railed by my blue collar bf in my neovag, and am working to become a teacher instead. its a good life, but its not what i was lined up to do. biggest regret is that i'll never have my own children, but once my life stabilizes again i plan on fostering.
>>44435154i don't think i would've been able to find a wife...i wasn't very comfortable talking to womeni own a business with my bf now so i don't think that would've happened otherwise either but it's a nice life
>>44428917Another victim of Mossad. Sad.
>>44428917Just reality shift into a worldline where you have the XX chromosomes. Its what I did, and now I am afab. I was in a psychward for a month though lol.
>>44428917>>44429149>>44435154Are there really this many straight SRSoid sex-havers on this board, let alone ITT? Being this is like a unicorn of unicorns of unicorns. Why does /tttt/ have this many trannies who've done so well with their lives?
>>44436136that is just the end result of any hsts passoid. this board is just getting old
>>44436136>why is a global tranny board so diverseSeriously, nona?There are at least 50 million trannies on earth. Even if only 10% of them do relatively well, that's still 5 million trannies, most of them likely in the first world. A few of them being on this board is actually very likely. What's odd is that there aren't even more of them given that this board is one of the few places a relatively stealth tranny can discuss honestly.>SRSoid sex-haversBelieve it or not, most srsoids are sex havers, especially in the last decade since the techniques have gotten way better.
>>44435959I don't really care about the XX/XY thing anymore because it doesn't really matter anymore. It's possible I might be 46XY but I also have boobs and a vagina and waist-length hair and a bf of three years... I wish I could grow my own uterus though. I'd love nothing more than to carry my bf's children...
>>44436136>this manyThere are like 10 who fit your description, an only 3 that show up with some relative frequency. Even if all 10 are for real, that's really not that many, c'mon.
>>44436208>diverseI don't think it's about diversity it's just this board is objectively really small compared to other tranny spaces. I just wonder if there's something about the culture here that encourages people to get the snip and marry a man.>most srsoids are sex haversI know that. Only braindead chudchasers buy into the "SRS makes dating worse" meme.The difference was stark for me too. Before SRS I had sex maybe once every three months, but now I get my neovag plapped daily... It just feels normal and natural now that my body is like this...
>>44436278>I don't think it's about diversityI meant it in the original sense. This board is a lot less anglo-american and a lot more global by default.This matters because there are way more trannies in Europe and LatAm (not to mention SEA) than in North America.>it's just this board is objectively really small compared to other tranny spacesYes, but it has what others don't: Anonymity.I don't have to go back and purge the accounts. I just have to make sure I don't say something truly doxxable and that's it. Then I can just discuss things I'd never do under my name.>if there's something about the culture here that encourages people to get the snip and marry a manThere's certainly something about the culture here that encourages people to get on HRT as fast as possible./tttt/ isn't particularly pro-srs, but it's definitely a lot more pro-hrt than any other space in english. The ideology of 'you can be trans without hrt' is rejected outright here.As for marrying a man, again i dont think /tttt/ is particularly pro-androphilic. It's just that it's a lot more common than social media noise would have you believe that a tranny will be at least bi. And srsoids makes sense to be into men.>maybe once every three months, but now I get my neovag plapped dailyWell, yeah. It's easier to be in the mood when you also know you can without extra work.
>>44436396>It's easier to be in the mood when you also know you can without extra work.That's part of it, but for me I also kind of just didn't like pre-op sex at all. I didn't ever want him to see my genitals so I'd cover them with my hand the entire time. I also don't do well with anal; it just hurts a little too much even with all the lube in the world...
sometimes i think about a thread i read years and years ago that i cant find any evidence oftheres this trans woman whos driving either her boyfriends kid or her husbands kid (the kid isnt hers, basically, i dont remember specifics) around and suddenly its like a mental fog lifts and shes acutely aware that she used to be a man and is panicking. she regrets everything suddenly, is mad at herself for every irreversible thing she did to her body, and was looking for escapethen a bit later she updates the thread and is like "idk what came over me im actually happy" and moves on with her lifesometimes i feel like there is a small part of me in my mind screaming into the void in perpetual horror of what i've done to myself, but that another stronger aspect is driving the ship so to speak and is keeping the screaming part downits probably fine. i started hormones/transition like 9 years ago and its made me the happiest ive ever been. i have no plans to detransition ever, just a weird mental thing that i haven't ever actually shared with anyone before. i'm post-srs and couldnt pass as a man even if i tried at this point so its not like i could ever go back anyway. just hope that if that part of me ever does reassert itself that it's temporary. i don't think i could be happy if i thought i had to be a man again.
>>44437228even tho I don't pass I still have that feeling. like idk maybe once everything is fixed u forget what dysphoria was like. Sometimes I want my dick back but then I remember I used to shower with underwear on so I wouldnt have to see it and I cried every time I got hard
>>44437279yeah like in reality i would never want to go back. sometimes i try to remember how i used to think about gender and the hate i had for myself and my body as it continually masculinized over timeit was pure agony. i was coping pretty well outwardly, but internally i wanted to die every time i looked in the mirror or noticed another part of myself getting more masculine. if i ever tried to "go back" i think i'd remember acute suicidal dysphoria extremely quickly.
>>444361364chan is becoming a retirement home. Only boards which regularly attract political shills have an average age below 30 anymore.
>>44437321cont'd also i have never looked at a man with envy the way that i used to look at women. ive never thought "man i wish that were me" to men, only women. like, there is no yearning for it. only this weird part of me that i imagine in my head thats upset about it, but it's such a small feeling that doesn't actually create any meaningful impact on my mental health or thought process. its barely worth considering.
>>44437342based
>>44437342>being 30 is being retiredZoomers will start being in their mid 30s in just a few more months. In less than 4 months (just 21 weeks) there's the first cohort of 30 year old zoomers. In just a bit over 120 weeks, the biggest group of zoomers (those born until 1999) will be ancient uncs born in the last century.The meltdowns will be funny to enjoy as they'll be compelled to admit at least to themselves just how stupid their whole worldview really is and always was.Luckily for Zoomers, the Alphas aren't anywhere near as retarded. And the millennials are usually nice people and will mostly forgive zoomies' retarded youth takes.
>>44437342>4chan is becoming a retirement homeGrim desu.
>>44437228Has that side of you always been there, Nona? I experience the same thing you described and I think it's what made me rep for longer than I should've.
>>44435175>...i wasn't very comfortable talking to womenIsn't that true for most trannies?
>>44428917idk i was always a weirdo, since i was 10 years old i had this horrible feeling that something was really off with me, and i was just masking all the time to pretend to be a human and fit in but the mask keeps slipping. trooning out and just accepting im a weirdo and ill never understand what it is thats wrong with me was relieving in a way.
>>44442144Nah, most of my friends growing up were girls, and later women. Talking to women has always been trivial for me, much easier than talking to boys/men.On the other hand the idea of asking a woman out was terrifying because I was afraid I would make her uncomfortable.
>>44428917Im post op and love my life, I have a partner who loves me and I love them. I never wanted kids, so that was off the table in the first place. I took HRT and never looked back, no saving semen or even thinking about it. I was huge massive anal/bottom enthusiast before surgery, so bottoming has been natural to me ever since I can remember, I never once in my life wanted PIV sex, NEVER ONCE. Gun to my head I can not remember a single time when I fantasized about it or wanted it. Im the girl, I get fucked. Thats it, thats who I am. I was and am submissive from the day I was born, period, just as some people are gay, this is who I was born as. I own that 100%. You need to stop second guessing WHO you are and move on with your life as the WOMAN you are. Ive never had second thoughts ever, this is just who I always have been, having my partner inside of me is normal and feels 100% correct for me.
>>44442574>I never once in my life wanted PIV sex, NEVER ONCE. Gun to my head I can not remember a single time when I fantasized about it or wanted it.Relatable. I remember being dumbfounded when I learned that other guys think about this constantly. I didn't immediately assume I was just a bottom instead but I was always envious that there are people who can get pregnant, so I guess that's kinda similar...
>>44442144>>44442168i didn't mean i couldn't be friends with them i only meant it was difficult to imagine trying to date one or something>>44442604same
>>44428917I play jrpgs and eat tasty snacks.
>>44442752Fair, I guess, but I find a lot of guys say talking to women means both?Anyway, part of the reason was that I was afraid of making anyone uncomfortable, and part of it was that I despised my body, and that made me uninterested in dating in general.
>>44443464yeah but i'm not a guylike i literally got my pp snipped off soi was not happy wit hmy body either
>>44442752>i didn't mean i couldn't be friends with them i only meant it was difficult to imagine trying to date one or somethingWish I could get to that point. I'm still apprehensive talking to women because I'm afraid of coming across as a rapehon, even though I only like men..
>>44443635Also fair, sorry.
>>44442776Which jrpgs Nona?
>>44437228Nigga that’s some horror movie shit
>>44446355No it isn't, lol
>>44446770Nah not the trooning itself but having that kind of existential dread in your car all the sudden I wouldn’t wanna go through that lmao
>>44437228if i was a repper and read this i would kms
>>44447014Why? Wouldn't you just rep even more?
>>44436224>There are like 10 who fit your descriptionWho are they? Kayla doesn't count since she's a SRS larper
>>44428917>end up dumb tranny who lets a real man fill her fake pussy with semen daily
