Did taking estrogen make you more concerned about your appearance?
>>44429481other way around, i was concerned about my appearance so i started taking estrogeni was tired of being disgusted by the gross fucking man i see in the mirror
>>44429481prior to transition i was a disgustingly hideous boy, and then a disgustingly hideous man. now, post estrogen im a disgustingly hideous man with breast buds.
>>44429481some people worry about appearance
>>44429481I was already pretty vain prior to my transition. I wasn't bad looking as a guy. It just wasn't me. I'm not any different now.
ive Always cared about my appearance, even as a child
>>44429481yes, i was so disassociated pre transition that i didn't take care of myself at all. i also thought i was "too ugly" to transition and id be taking away from good looking trans people
>>44429711I felt the same although after a year of estrogen I still look like an ugly ogre even when trying my absolute best to style and with makeup and a femme haircut, exercise and lean diet hasn't helped. so I think it's safe to say I am actually too ugly to transition which is why I don't try to present femininely anymore and just live as a man on hrt
>>44429481I cared way less after. after I discovered I will never pass my interest in taking care of myself evaporated. I never wear makeup or brush my hair. I just wear the same stained shirt every day. I wear sandals becuase im too lazy to put on socks. I don't even wear a bra anymore, it's not like I get enough breast growth over the ten years ive been on hrt for it to matter.
>>44429759are you diy
>>44429846btw before I kinda dressed up as a twink and dyed by hair blonde and was very particular about fashion and stuff
>>44429846are you diy
>>44429848no. 8mg estradiol pills daily and triporelin to suppress my t, my levels are around 160 for e and undetectable for t. I'm just a lateshit so it isn't going to make me look like a woman
>>44429856not for the past 9 years
>>44429869>>44429870dang
>>44429869>>44429870rippers
