I was born male and that's okay. I can't become female or be seen as a woman. My life's experiences have been that of a man's and I'll never know what navigating the world is like as a woman. Nothing in this world matters and at the end I will die a man. I just need to get over myself and stop wishing I were born a woman because it can't happen. There is nothing I can do about it
>>44438282Same, I can't be female Iwabam
Perhaps, but you should keep taking HRT.Testosterone is cancer, estrogen will free you of the horribleness of testosterone. Testosterone is the devil
Im not on HRT. Ive got a bi boyfriend who loves me and even she/hers me cause of woke. I thought this would make the tranner thoughts vanish. They didnt.
>>44438282spend all your time in the internet to make yourself feel better
>>44438299You will always be a transwoman*, aka, you will always be male
>>44438635There is no feeling better only feel more pain or go numb
>>44438414HRT will help you. Know that there's still hope.
>>44438685i guess distracting yourself is a better way to put it
>testosterone has destroyed my mental health>i will not do anything to stop the process from continuingif you're not going to take hrt at least everclear
>>44438721>>44439062Why should I take the weak persons path and rely on distractions. Raw pain is the only way I'll strengthen my resolve and accept that there's no hope that I can live as a woman. Through suffering I'll become strong
>>44439143torturing yourself is bad maybe
>>44439219Well the whole point of life is suffering so am I really torturing myself?
>>44439240the whole point of life is to find something to entertain yourself with until you die
>>44439143>Raw pain is the only way I'll strengthen my resolve and accept that there's no hope that I can live as a woman. Through suffering I'll become strongI genuinely laughed. Maybe I shouldn't, but this kind of retardation is funny in its own morbid way.Take your pills. You'll be better off.>the whole point of life is sufferingwhat an insane thing to say.eventually your bf will be sick and tired of being dragged down to your insanity levels.you're not just harming yourself (which is bad enough) but you're also harming him too.
>>44439251No the point is to endure pain and suffering thrown at you>>44439255No im not taking any pills. I don't even consider myself worthy of ever dating anyone so I'd never have a bf/gf in the first place
>>44439277you could endure the pain and suffering better by taking your medication stupid
>>44439298No taking meds would be giving in to my desires when I'm supposed to ignore them
>>44439345why are you supposed to ignore your desires
>>44439369Because I must reject being a tranny not embrace it
>>44439395“i can’t do the thing that would make me feel better because i just can’t okay”
>>44439277>I don't even consider myself worthy of ever dating anyone so I'd never have a bf/gf in the first placeuuh... so >>44438414 isn't you? it sure sounds like you.anyway, shit-tier bpdemon thread.
>>44439240suffering is your brain's way of telling you there's a problem and you need to fix it. suffering is a part of life because there will always be more problems, not because it is in itself valuable.
>>44438674I'm not a trans woman, I'm at best a repper and at worst a deranged cis man.
>it’s a repper-kun threadalways treading the same topics with you
>>44439868oofgrimOne of many estrogen-dosers but no stage where you ask for she/her...
