Maybe it would be better to continue living my life normally as male and presenting as male while taking hrt instead of repping as my body continues to get damaged by aging and testosterone. At least it would somewhat dull the pain, I think
not a bad idea desu, just keep in mind the tits might look weird
>>44440840Just chop em off with surgery
>>44440816You'll still likely feel better about yourself with your body running on E.
>>44440816You reppers confound me so much. At this point, why don't you trial the opposite extreme and supplement high levels of test combined with finasteride? You get the mental androgenization of an angry teenager who can fight the world, a way easier time developing muscles, AND you develop boobs from aromatization that you can fall back on if you know you still hate testosterone.
>>44442010I already know I hate testosterone, having been running on it for a decade.
>>44442017You hate testosterone? What part? The mental effects, the fat distribution of visceral potbelly, or the cosmetic skin effects that come with not taking care of yourself?
>>44440816no its delusional, but you cant really allow yourself to keep masculinising either, take dutasteride at least, but maybe take bica as well. lowered testosterone will make you feel better, but hrt is too far. you grow boobs and just look like a weird creepy tranny and you wont be happy with it, it'll feel forced and wrong. but if you just lower T that feels very practical and honest. just do what you can.
>>44442024I can't think of a single effect I don't dislike.
>>44442031Have you actively tried the differences, or are you just projecting your unfulfilling life experience of being depressed or ugly? For example, starting finasteride made me feel fucking great for a few days while my body adjusted to the increased T. Do I still want a girl's body and long hair? Fuck yeah, and I'm going to transition, but at no point do I want to sacrifice my neurochemical balance by nuking my T like most nonas believe is best.
>>44442029Nta but wouldn't taking bica give you gyno anyway. Gnrh inhibitors and maybe something like rolaxifene for preventing bone loss would probably work better for eunuchrepping.
>>44442051yes probably but they would be small and gnrh and ralox sounds like an expensive meme, ralox doesnt work as well for stopping bone loss, bica preserves hormones so its fine. you cant really avoid gyno. just keep it small so you can just wear a sports bra and it wont grow much.
>>44442048I'm not op just another repper who was responding btw, but yeah I've messed with my hormone levels a bunch of times by taking various supplements and drugs to try and lower testosterone, repeatedly taking hrt for a few months then quitting for a few months rinse and repeat, and lately attempting to castrate myself with alcohol injections (yes I am mentally ill and retarded).
>>44440816>lust-provoking image
>>44442133Is there an actual reliable way to decrease test without it being super obvious?
>>44445357GnRH antagonists probably, either that or getting an orchi.
>>44440816Probably but not if you're just a moid that will just keep doing that
Ur not special. There are many man moders like you. You’ll be fine, just take the HRT man.
>>44442010personal experience: trying this strat was extremely destabilizing to my psyche. i lasted 6 weeks on 500mg T. i began E shortly afterwards. still figuring things out but happily HRT repping for now :)
>>44447592Glad you figured it out nona. Anything for self love, never forget it.
>>44440816Hrtrepping > repping
