i wish i could just be a cringe transbian. play videogames, wear fishnets, hornypost about gock. have a girlfriend, or maybe multiple girlfriends, and spend days cuddling and having sex. smoking weed. drinking. just being madly in love and close to each other. feeling accepted, even if only inside a bubble.but i can't have any of that. i live in a shithole country and my brain is rotten and i despise cringe reddit retards and i want to be a "real" woman and i crave the validation of those who hate me and i will never be happy because my ego was groomed into wanting to fulfill a persona i could never be
>>44443007Nobody can ever love you more than you love yourself nona
>>44443007i cope by telling myself the ones that actually exist are basically just porn trannies meeting up to fake it for clicks or are full of abusive meth heads who are smelly and ugly
>>44443033>are full of abusive meth heads who are smelly and uglyThat's exactly it Anon
>>44443007i too am forced to being a conscious transbian instead of a druggie hornyposter transbian, fortunately im at a good point in my life so i dont really feel as miserable :D
>>44443007I just want to snuggle and nuzzle another transgirl more than anything. There's nothing wrong with that :(
>>44443064>being a conscious transbian instead of a druggie hornyposter transbianWhy not both?
>>44443007I am conflicted because I have this, I have a cringe poly transbian girlfriend, but it doesn't feel right and I don't know what I want or need but it doesn't seem like this is it despite how much love she has for me. I don't feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
>>44443007i'm a gigapassoid who transitioned at 13 and i've lived stealth since my mid teens, but honestly i do feel jealous of those cringey transbians (or straight trans). they're cringe obviously but they live so freely and happily and they usually don't care what other people think. i'm jealous of that.
>>44443007I can't be a cringey Transbian because I'm too self-aware, and I have a husband... :(
>>44444015meta attraction or?
>>44443838cause im straight edge, monogamous and in a long time relationship. so i cant exactly do drugs and hornypost
>>44443007i want a wolfgirl gf
>>44443033you are right ab this one anon ive seen it
>>44443007there's no point in trying to conform to cishet society's image of a "real" woman, or trying to be seen as "one of the good ones". no matter what you do SOMEONE out there is going to hate you for it, even if it harms no one.hell, a trans woman could live in a cave on a mountaintop and people would still find some way to say she was causing the downfall of society, or grooming children, or being an affront to god and nature. so just be who you want to be.being loved, having fun, being happy and self-actualized - these are the only things that matter.get yourself a girlfriend or two, buy the fishnets, play celeste and new vegas or whatever, post about how awesome gock is, have sex with 3 girls at once, smoke a bunch of weed - whatever the hell you want to do.it takes a while to break through the wall that is fear, but the longer you take to rip the band-aid off the more sad and bitter you'll become. you just need to stop worrying about being cringe.I'm a lonely useless transbian and I don't want others to end up like me.
>>44447027yes I ended up in a similar situation. I wasted years being a judgmental tranny, and what did it get me. Im alone, nonpassing, extremely poorly socialized and rapidly aging.
>>44447098exactly. so many trans women think that judging themselves and other trans women for being "cringe" or not conforming hard enough will help them somehow. but it only does harm.
>>44443007i want this image so bad and the only way i could is if i have a lobotomy
>>44447580or you could let go of your inhibitions
>>44447663yes that’s what the lobotomy is for
>>44447580just do some drugs to open ur mind a little
>>44447741you can achieve this without damaging your brain...
>>44447663I don't think a lack of inhibitions is keeping me from the wolfgirls, nona
>>44448270well what's keeping you from them, then?
>>44448519Idk where they fucking are!!!!
>>44448519Idk where they are fucking!!!!
>>44449173well for your sake I hope they're fucking in your bed soon
>>44445669>straight edgeCringe. Get crossfaded and flirt with your wife.
>>44450387TRUTH
>>44443033Obviously a lot of them meet up to get views but it's still gotta be fun, right?
