I was becoming a sissyfag. Signs:>unironically starting to enjoy kpop>more artistic Now I stopped and I'm back to being this raw logical beast aggro mode chad with only violent instincts (though still an avoidant pussy of course but improving at a good pace it feels). I kind of miss the sissificating mindfuckery. I don't know if I was becoming "cute". I get a lot of bad symptoms from HRT, including but not limited to: >excessive night time sleep disrupting urination>muting of my personality (people can't hear what I say even) >consistent sadness>boobs which lead to high anxiety or binder usage>boob hiding techniques lead to chest compression which leads to discomfort, neck pain and chest pain from labored breathing >sterility, difficulty to attract or mate with females because of feminine looks and breasts>feeling of mind fuckery from altering my identityAnother positive (in quotes) is how I decorated my room feminine so I think narratively about my sissification and look around and it's very hot from that perspective. I've found it's better not to take it.
>>44448304r u retarded
>>44448338Why u ask did you find my post low iq
>>44448304What's with sissies and kpop
>>44448357Very girly but now low iq like wpop and not satanic Jew ridden garbage
>>44448357Another aspect is how mechanically controlled and forced to be girly kpop idols are
>>44448304is hrt necessary?
>>44448304How would you truly and honestly feel if a bully (me) forced you to dress up the same way these K-pop girls do, and he made you do their dances for him while he sits there with a smile on his face and a boner in his pants, and you know that if you stop doing it, he's gonna beat you up or do other bad things to you? So you have no choice but to accept the humiliation and do what he says.
>sterility, difficulty to attract or mate with females because of feminine looks and breastsJesus christ
>>44448304please kill yourself op. i hate you. youre disgusting. and your fetish is sexist in that ignorant unintentional way
>>44448304>feeling of mind fuckery from altering my identityor maybe it just took you too long to realize you were always just very retarded and boring.>Another positive (in quotes) is how I decorated my room feminine so I think narratively about my sissification and look around and it's very hot from that perspective. I've found it's better not to take it.Is a Sanrio themed strip club in Miami lit with LCD lights your idea of feminine?
